th'delex

2012-01-03T01:14:00.000-08:00

Hello, im just gonna post three photos mum took for me. lazy me!

Back after a hiatus, annyeongheasayo!

2011-12-16T00:54:00.000-08:00

Hahaha i know, what a way to welcome you guys right, a background with 2pm. but if you know me, you should know that 2pm is the only bias group that i love in the entire kpop industry, well that's because Nichkhun is in the band. and that made me support the six of them. i even went to the Hands up tour concert by 2pm, twice. one in Singapore and the other one in Kuala Lumpur! will probably blog about the concert soon as soon as i retrieved my folder that has been missing from my thumbdrive due to the school's computer virus, what the meh. nonetheless, 2pm ftw (;

Oh and i coloured my hair again! from blonde to striking red. sponsered by Stylebylouis! the colour is now fading slowly and i'm hoping it would turn out to be dark red!

So anyway my friends and i had an impromptu meetup yesterday, and we headed to the Henderson wave since they have never been there before. and it's like in the middle of a forest area with lots of tall trees, and we had to climb stairs and slopes that was literally draining my energy. yes, i have been there afew times but i'm still complaining! hahaha. but still the effort was worth it, cause of the view you get from the top of the henderson bridge, or rather henderson wave. it's even more spectacular during the night, been there done that (;

Look at the spectacular view at night, awesome isn't it?
photo credit: Google.

View from henderson wave, photo credit to my friend. see so blurry! hahaha.

Photo taken while they were having their long john silver, okay can!

And me! photo credit to Abdillah (:

Iskandar teaching me how to play poker cards, i know nuts about it.

Photo credit to: Basil (:

I think my side view looks better than front view! laughs.

Two of our friends left an hour later cause something cropped up. and i was wishing that the dark clouds above us were just passing by, unfortunately it poured for awhile and we ran to a small shelter. we were obviously drenced! hahaha. the aftermaths of the rain, wet hair, wet floor! meh.

Be right back!

2011-10-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

Shoot with project mates.

2011-10-13T04:57:00.000-07:00

Updating about a shoot that happened months ago with afew of my project mates. this shoot was initially taken for our profile shoot as we thought of doing a booklet with shoot but we eventually changed our mind few weeks later. not doing a booklet! but i love the photos nonetheless. we went to Scape to have our shoot. it similar to those photos with gravity drawings in the background which i have always wanted to do. oh btw, 'Stylistic is our group name. wahaha!

This is myself and my project mates, having our group shot. Photo credit: Tiffany

Then we did another shot, thinking it's best to have two by two poses, LOlol.

Joseph and Gumingben.

Me and Abdillah.

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And photos below will be the individual shot of us (;

I think wearing few layers of clothes on you in Singapore is totally not advisable. because it's freaking humid, whats new right? but i don't really care about what people might think about me wearing such clothings during that disastrous weather. cause the sun won't stop me from wearing what i want. it wouldn't kill, the most is that i would sweat more. i can bare with it (;

Me and Joseph. as you can tell he doesn't like to take photos T_T

Photo with our companion, apparently they're from other groups, lolol. anyways that's tiffany and kasturi. they were supposed to do their project work too, but ended up camwhoring with us.

Edited our individual photos into a collage, me likey!
posted this on facebook and someone asked if we're a BOYBAND! hehehe *Grins*

Ending this post with a chio photo of us, again. so greenish, don't even look like we took in in Singapore. anyways, we'll be having a photoshoot next week in a studio. the theme will be a tad kpop-ish, can't wait! :D

Photoshoots with Mum!

2011-09-29T00:00:00.000-07:00

So here i am at home on a freaking friday with no plans, i feel like a pathetic loser. when people should be out with friends etc, i'm always with zero plans, meh. even if i have plans in mind, my friends are busy so they might not make it. spend my afternoon watching American next top model. okay real loser. anyways, two week of the holidays are gonna be over pretty soon and it's gonna be left with another few days of holidays. time flies when we are having fun and when we're having our holidays. but it's ridiculously slow when we're in class!

so i just had the urge to take photos yesterday and me and mum went outdoors near my place to have a mini photoshoots. i'm always so hyped up for things like this! haha. but i just wish i could learnt how to take more professional photos with the photos turning a tad blurry. maybe i should chaged my dslr lens soon, like after i'm done paying my debt to Singtel. and #2pm's concert in November! yes, i'm most probably heading to the concert with two of my friends. freaking excited. and i'm worried i might be screaming like a fan boy and embarrass myself in public. Rofl.

Altogether i had like three different photoshoots with mum on different days so i'm gonna upload them all in order starting from the first photoshoot i had with her!

Photoshoot #1

2 face shot of myself, i like it. feels so natural.

Okay so i brought my mum to this long pathway which has bushes and leaves all over the floor which gives it a very autumn' feel to it. and it's near to our place, so convenient! (;

A photo of me and my personal photographer! my mum ^^ best mum, best photographer (;

Photoshoot #2

Photoshoot #3

Random photo of a tree that i passed by, love the scenery.

Me and trying to blend with the tree behind, giving the calm feeling. okay fail right?

Imagine wearing something so thick at that time, it was so hot. sweated underneath the pullover but i kept going on, cause nothing is gonna stop me from doing the things i love (;

Random photo of my hair that day.

WHICH ONE OF THE THREE PHOTOSHOOTS IS YOUR FAVOURITE (:

The unexpected.

2011-09-22T00:09:00.000-07:00

i just feel like blogging about this and i'm not trying to make this matter worst. instead i'm trying to imply that good friends are always there when one needs help and they are there to be your listening ears, anytime. when you have doubt or feel uncomfortable with something, at least take the initiative to tell your good friends about it and we can do something about it, together. there's no point giving your good friends the unwanted attitude out of sudden. it's not like they deliberately did that to pissed you off in the first time, i mean as friends, or rather good friends we ought to be talking to each other all the time right? and also, taking photos together.

so what's with that attitude? i don't hate you because of this merely because i'm somehow used to it and i thought leaving alone might be the best thing since you decided to ignore us when we initiated a talk with you. i was enduring, though. cause i just don't like the fact that my own good friend is showing attitude to me and my friends for nothing. i mean, we ain't gods, we can't read your mind and learnt about your problems immediatly. so after we tried not bothering you which was the best way not to pissed you off further, instead you gave us the black face. if you have a bad day or whatever, don't vent it on your friends #justsaying.

furthermore we are supposed to be enjoying our day. frankyly, i wasn't 100% happy on that day though, seeing you like that makes me feel like i'm not a good friend, and i'm not fun to be with. i have already tried my very best to please you one way or another but i eventually failed. i then learnt that some people are just hard to be pleased. all i wanted was to hang out with my good friends and enjoy our day to the fullest, can't i?

Going on, when we were on the train and one of the friend wanted to make the hands communication we do everytime we are gonna part but you gave her the black face and turned your back on her without doing it, like what the hell is wrong with you? that's so rude. so i forgave you for that and i went home only to realized you ranted on twitter about us when you were with us, seriously best thing ever!

and i still dont get it why would someone get envious of their own best friend being close to each other? you mean we shouldnt be close as bestfriends? unless .........

so you tweeted this:

Don't know why all the bee keep on going there and not HERE! nvm maybe i should slowly use to it. ~ I'm not dumb i can see myself and your own friends here, indirectly saying that your own good friends as bees that keeps going to me and not you. obviously you can't be reffering to the real bees right? like who the hell wants the real bees to come to you? seriously? unless you love the bees so much you want them to sting you, why not. and for your info, they came to me because you were in a bad mood! they didn't wanna pissed you off.

okay i shall go on no more, and this post is for me to rant my thoughts and not make the matter worst. we still love you as a good friends. hope you're feeling better.

Anyways, some photos from the Zoo's outing! check out my fb for more photos.

If you're alone, i'll be your shadow. if you want to cry, i'll be your shoulder. if you want a hug, i'll be your pillow. if you need to be happy, i'll be your smile. but anytime you need a friend, i'll just be me (;

Getting different hair colour!

2011-09-12T21:44:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating as frequently as before. just didn't feel like blogging and obviously i was feeling real lazy to even blog, but i did tweet and update status on my facebook okay! so i'm not considered dead yet. and yes, i'm mr procastinate cause i tend to procastinate alot.

so during the past one month, i got myself different types of hair colour. yes, i know the consequences of colouring one's hair that frequently. it might damage your scalp and hair. but who gives a damn to these consequences when the hair colouring was all sponsered! hehe, specially thanks to StyleBylouis & Co (Search them on Facebook & like them).

and for some reason, the photo i wanted to upload can't be seen here after few attempt to upload it, for whatever reason it doesn't appear, urgh annoying! it's a photo of my hair before i dyed it blonde. so yeah just imagine me in my usual brownish hair colour, Lol!

The blonde! a close up of my blondish hair below. i like it, though it's a tad too bright for me as i'm still schooling. furthermore afew of my classmates told me it doesn't really suits me. meh. so i decided to get myself a brown, using the gatby dye hair which i usually use. and it turned out to be a different colour, a unique one i guess.

The aftermaths of colouring my hair with the brown gatsby hair dye. what colour is it? i have no idea too, it's a mixture of colour i guess. unique right! Lolol.

My current display wallpaper for facebook and wallpaper! I love it, self shot ftw (;

I really like the colour after i dyed it with the gatsby brown, but i stupidly went to Stylebylouis and get my hair recoloured when i can still keep since there's two weeks of school holiday for us next week wtff! totally regretted it now, current hair colour is Dark ashbrown plus some strips of purple. love it, nonetheless. just that my recent haircut was a disaster!

Dark ashbrown with alittle bit of purple! thanks StylebyLouis & Co! (:

Picnic at Marina Barrage!

2011-06-28T02:39:00.000-07:00

Gosh, recently i have been to quite afew picnics and bbq gathering, just afew days ago was with my classmates and guess what, i'm having picnic session with my other friends next week, at the same venue summore! wtf my life is all about me having picnic session with friends, hahaha. of course not! i'm contemplating if i should blog about my next picnic after i blogged about the recent one. maybe, maybe not. anyways, i love picnic! lots of catching up and stuff. all we are supposed to do is to enjoy to the fullest. don't have to worry about school stuffs etc, who the hell think about work and school related stuff when they're having picnic anyways? if you're one of them, then i'm speechless!

getting used to sleeping and waking up late during the school holidays, loving my life a tad more now. to hell with waking up early and dragging myself to school doing the same old stuff. thank god for the long break, but i'm pathetically left with another two weeks before school reopens, rawrr. now i wish time would pass slower.

The venue of our picnic was at Marina barrage, the best place to have a picnic session in my opinion. Sentosa is fine, but Marina Barrage is like the perfect place. there's beautiful green grass, beautiful scenery and you can fly your kites summore! beat that.

Don't understand why tiffany likes to take shots like that, i have a similar photo of me in this position drinking water. facepalm.

Us sitting under the shelter, away from the hot sun!

Love this shot and the greenish effect! sweetzz

Tiffany ~ Me ~ gumingben

You must be thinking that i'm nuts wearing that despite the humid sun. i was sweating non stop but it didnt stop me from wearing that. *Flicks hair*

Them flying the kite!

Me, tiffany and guming tring to camwhore with the scenery.

Jessamyn, Afeeq and tiffany (always her)

i don't play but i pretend. me with Joshua's guitar, Lolol.

Tiffany and guming tried doing the jump shot and one of tiffany's slipper got thrown away while jumping, epic fail! hahaha. and look at their faces, so priceless! thank god i didn't do it, heh!

below are group shot of us! look at my classmates! they're not bad looking right? thank god my class has quite a number of goodlooking people. we blend! hahahaha ^^

Posing with guming

And three camwhore photos of me! i know you love it, LOLOL!

Jessamyn, tiffany and me.

Bought lightsticks intending to take photos with it in the evening but turn out that the lightstick can't be used, i broke the stick but there wasn't any glow. nehneh they cheated my feelings! so i act cute with it. show it, balance it on mouth and tried putting it into my nose, which obviously i didn't!

Deepest darkest secret.

2011-06-22T00:32:00.000-07:00

Every individuals live their life's differently from the rest, experiencing and going through all sorts of obstacle in life. having problems but afraid to share it with others with the thought of being shunned and judged afterwards. everyone has their own deepest darkest secret that has been kept discreetly but have the intention to let it out one day, to someone real close. have you started sharing your secret with the one you trust?

but be careful who you open up to. only afew ppl actually cares, the rest are just curious.

these secrets that are shared are meant to be kept to oneself, not to be a joke or a topic to gossip to others. so if you do know about any secrets about someone else, don't you dare go around and spread it around. it may or may not ruins someone elses life. you don't wanna break the trust don't you? if a mirror is broken, it can never be put back together.

so anyway, talking about deepest darkest secret.

recently, afew friends of mine and myself decided to share our deepest darkest secret, which has been with us for quite some time. i was unwilling to share mine because i was somehow afraid of the outcome. how they will react to it, will they treat me different so on and so fourth. but eventually let out mine to them, because they have already told me theirs, so it's only right i reciprocate with mine. the feeling of letting something out that has been bothering me for some time is nerves cracking yet amazing.

people don't really share their secrets perhaps because of fear, guilt, and maybe they are shy about it. i felt the same too, but i eventually let out mine. i was afraid i would be judged. but surprisingly their reaction was normal. one even said it's a normal thing? i'm confused. so anyway i'm glad to have mine shared to afew of them, feeling much better and i don't really have to hide about it now. sometime's after sharing our deepest darkest secret, we can become real close. talking and sharing about things related to our secrets.

have you let yours out, yet? if you hadn't, then you should start sharing your secrets with the one you truly trust. you might feel better afterwards. it's better than to keep it to yourself, and have no one to confide in.

how can one not have a deepest darkest secret?
and secrets are not about how you abuse your innocent pets, hahaha.

Bbq with classmates!

2011-06-18T02:52:00.000-07:00

See how enthusiastic i am in blogging now. yes, i'm blogging again! perhaps it's another alternative for me to kill boredom as i'm home on a freaking holiday! oh wells. gonna post up some photos from the bbq i had with friends some time back. and by looking at the photos, i want to have a bbq session again, before school reopens please!

how can we not have a group photo, right? *Grins*

Doing the same pose, Rofl.

With Gumingben

Group shots with them, hahaha my friend's are all good poser too.

They just love to act cute, don't they?

AND MYELF, WHAT'S NEW? MUAHAHAH

So me and guming were bored and we started catching bubbles with our mouth, more like trying to get the bubbles in our mouth, though. nope, we didn't die. we enjoyed swallowing soap. Rofl.

and below are shots of them blowing the bubbles, yours truly is the photography and look at how nice it turned out! how i wish someone can also take photos like these for me. *Hint Hint*

I LOVE THE PHOTO ABOVE! SO CHIO <3

Me and charmaine

Finally a photo that i like, taken by gumingben! he is learning to be a good photographer like me already. see how fast i influence my friends?? hahaha.

Ending with a photo of me and Guming, we shared our deepest darkest secret by the poolside. guming, what's your deepest darkest secret? HAHAHAHAAH!

Picnic at Sentosa.

2011-06-16T05:26:00.000-07:00
Omg i know right, i know right! it's been ages since i last post something up here. and guess what, i'm starting to have the mood to blog once again so don't stop coming to this tiny space of mine, yet. gosh, how i miss penning down my thoughts and blogging about my outings down here.

so anyways,

i had a small picnic gathering with my close friends at the Sentosa yesterday and it turned out to be quite fun. having our own time chilling and having fun by the beach. i know right, you guys must be complaining how typical picnic is nowadays. i don't care, i just wanna blog about this. perhaps because this the only idea i have in mind to blog about apart from other stuff *Grins*.

i was quite surprised that there wasn't plenty of people at the beach, maybe because it was on a Wednesday or was it because they're still in school/work? lucky for me, i'm having my holidays for 5 freaking weeks! but boo, cause i have more days to rot and rot. let's just hope some people will take the initiative to ask me out instead of the other way round! *WAHAHA*

so according to the weather report, it stated that it's gonna rain on the particular day i'm having picnic but turns out to be a false alarm. it didn't rain at all. liar liar pants on fire, never trust this weather report. they aren't accurate!

Must act cool first!

Eesham, Guming, Charmaine and Tiffany

See the photos i took of them looks so much nicer. if only i have friends who knows how to take not professional photos, but at least nice photos! *cough cough* then i can relax with people taking nice shots of me and the rest. so anyway we went over to the bridge, everyone loves that bridge! photo below proofs that cam whoring on the bridge is a must! hahaha.

Below, group shot!

the usual me trying to camwhore with the sun, pass anot? hahaha.

"Indonesian, china and Vietnam tourist shot" HAHAHAHA

Okay and myself, the Thailand boy joined in for another shot, Happy? LOL.

RANDOM SHOTS ~

BIGASS PHOTO OF US! WOOTS

just so you know, impromptu decision to style my hair up cause my fringe is kinda ugly now after the hair cut i had the day before, hence this hairstyle. now you know! hahaha.

With Guming, and tiffany.

ending this post with two chio scenery photos that i randomly took. somehow, i fancy taking photos of beautiful scenery like these. i'm so gonna take more photos like that and show it to you guys next time!!

IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL, IM GONNA DIE! *SElf PRAISED*

I'm still alive, 컴백 만들기!

2011-03-13T03:17:00.000-07:00

Really pardon me for not penning down my thoughts and bits of my daily life for the last few months! i know right, time flies. have been rather busy with school and of course, i'm still waiting for my blogskin to be changed, which i will soon discussed with a dude who's good in web designing! i'm sick of this black background with white fonts already. school has been quite smooth for me, made some awesome and weird friends.

will be heading for my Bangkok trip next week and i'm so excited! my second trip after my phuket trip that i went last year. will update this space as often like previously. do keep a lookout! just wanna inform everyone i'm still alive! :)

Random photos below:

It has been six years..

2010-11-15T00:39:00.000-08:00
Since i last sat down infront of a desktop and pen down my thoughts on this tiny space of mine, which is sometime a hassle. not really 6 years, though. like few weeks! and that's terrible enough so i decided to blog about something reluctantly, with coffee sweets lying around on the computer table.

and some of you might be wondering what's the reason for not blogging. LAZY is the only word i could think of. cause everytime I'm ready to blog about some things, it's either i don't have the motivation to blog or i will tend to procastinate. and also i think that it's a must for me to get the skin of this blog changed cause i can't stand the black background any longer! but unfortunately i know nuts about codings. i seriously need help! rawrr.

back to the caption "It has been six years...."

since i last met my primary school mates! we awfully didn't contact one another that much after taking out PSLE results. of course, we went our own ways, get into a secondary school to our preference and made new friends. but we didn't exactly forgotten about our primary school mates, though. we have been keeping in touch through facebook and we finally decided to meet a couple of days ago. like after six years of not meeting. awesome much?

we had fun the whole afternoon spending time with each other at some malls located in town. they're still as hilarious as before! like a bunch of jokers :)

Left: Rayvin, Front: Wei long, Center: Sharifah & Back: Jacqueline

Something i love to do is to take photograph of beautiful scenery like this.

And we decided to do jumpshot. take #1: All not Readyy.
Take #2: Everyone seems shocked for no specific reason.
must be the bad photographer. i know right!
End result, epic. like what Jacqueline commented on facebook under this photo; "i somehow feel this photo is funny.. Rayvin with half head, sharifah big mouth.... and i like idiot..." ROFL.
Groupie shots! :D

I love this photo of them laughing. prove that we really had fun!
Sharifah always ready for camera, while Jacqueline observing her. lol!

Ending this post with individual photos! Toodles.

it's a complicated love story.

2010-09-17T05:07:00.000-07:00
So once upon a time, there was a juvenile feeling so depressed he didn't wanna do anything. a poor guy that has been out of a relationship he regretted not treasuring. all he did was to be behind a locked door, hid under the blanket crying like never before. as the heart slowly peels off, he pretended as if nothing has happened. he showed a brave front for he knew crying over the spilled milk wouldn't change anything and he didn't wanna make the people close to him worry. he kept everything to himself knowing that confidential stuff like that shouldn't be shared. he lived his life normally, but spend most of the time thinking about that someone. that someone whom he was in love with previously. the fact that everything wouldn't be the same again. he tried to move on.

but he didn't gave up. sending texts and making calls persistently hoping he would be responded with at least something, even if it's something that could be real harsh. he just need a simple respond, that was it. he even went to the extend of getting a cake to surprise that particular person on that person's birthday. but it ended way to fast, feeling neglected and dumb. he went home and locked himself up. but it seems that even getting a simple respond from that person, was indeed hard. what's the point of running and avoiding him, he thought in angst. is that hatred between them so deep that even responding with a text is a sin? until today, he didn't get any reply. feeling so devastated and upset still. he was ready to sacrifice anything to be back with that person, even if that means cutting his wrist or doing anything physical hurt to himself. yes, things wasn't easy as he thought. why can't they quarrel normally like any other couples, sending harsh texts and explanation to each other etc. the respond meant alot to him thus being persistent.

thinking back, he knew he was at fault. taking that relationship for granted thinking problems could be solved that easily. and now that it has happened, he have the urge to pick up that freaking penknife. he was so foolish and he just wished time could be rewind. being happy with the most suitable person in his life, would be the last wish he would ask for. but nothing's gonna change. he lost hope. he's not intending to get into any other future relationship because he knew that out of the thousand of fishes in the pond, there's only one fish that 'shines the brightest. the one he yearn to be with once again, forever. he never fails to reminiscence the good moments they shared together, previously.

the pathetic juvenile learnt a lesson. and that is "never to take things for granted and always cherish what you have got now before it's too late"

My absence, iphone's fault!

2010-08-30T01:52:00.000-07:00
Hello people, guess who's back to blogging after weeks of not doing so? and the answer's pretty obvious, isn't it! pardon me for neglecting this space of mine. the faulty desktop at home is still in it's faulty condition. i have been looking for people who are specially good in computer stuff but to no avail. thus i have not been blogging since then, really wonder how long will this continue. but not to worry, i shall persuade my sister to get a repairman as soon as possible.

I'm seriously glad that i have my iPhone with me, all the time. even though i may not be blogging, i still am still alive or rather connected to other social networking sites like Twitter, Facebook etc. so find me there alrighty! well, someone told me that getting glued to my phone is something i shouldn't be doing at all because it's kinda rude, anti-social. but to me, it's fine as long as i don't do it too often. my phone is somewhat a form of entertainment and a companion to me. but obviously i do know when's the right time to use it and when's not. like who doesn't, right? and i treat my iPhone as a mini desktop cause whatever's on the desktop can be done through the iPhone. dad even nagged at me for being glued to my phone most of the time at home, haha!

that person also told me that the people on these social networking sites aren't my real friends so that's no point being connected twenty-four hours a day. and i beg to differ. i treat every single good souls on these social networking sites as my friends. it doesn't matter whether we have met each other in real life or not, cause one fine day, we eventually will. and perhaps after that meet-up. we might become close friends or for some, being in a relationship! that's how thing works. it's these little sites that brings friends together! for real.

Bye for now!

something i yearn to do.

2010-08-10T02:22:00.000-07:00
Pardon me for the lack of updates! it's been terribly long since i sat down infront of the desktop coming up with a proper blog post. due to the faulty desktop at home which can't be turned on, i didn't had the chance to blogged. i guess it's virus and I'm persuading sister to send it for repair asap. even until now, it's still in it's faulty condition thus I'm over at a Internet cafe blogging. pathetic huh? well it's not really pathetic. it's better than those youngster who spend their money on lan shop every single day. no offence, though.

so few days back, i went for a filming at the middle of Jurong jungle. and it's from evening till the next morning. yups, me and few others spend our night in a jungle filming for a local movie as an extras. well, to me it's not about being seen on the big screen and boasting to others that you're in the screen for a mere seconds. it's the experienced i had that was an eye opener.

there was afew actors over at the scene too, such as Jack neo, muthu and more. being over there myself, i learnt quite afew things. observing and experiencing the working life as an actor. working late nights and repeating your lines numerous times was tough etc.

no, i wasn't referring to myself, i was referring to Muthu. muthu is an indian actor who have been in the screen for alot of dramas. the skinny, tall indian guy. i truly salute him for being so talented and strong despite him being the oldest among us and the rest of the crews. seeing him having difficulty walking and having difficulty sitting down really wasn't something i expected. something that I'm sad about. maybe he injured his leg or something, i don't really know. and i realised he had been filming the entire night standing and repeating the scenes quite alot. maybe with some rest taken in between. with the age of his, he's a superuncle or anything that describe a senior being tough.

Oh and i enjoyed my night especially with good companions. new made friends who were there for filming too. we were not needed for afew hours so we sat on a canvas altogether. chit chatted and even talked about ghost stories. the night won't be fun without great companion like them. I'm looking forward to seeing all of them again for filming again, like seriously!

acting is something i have always wanted to do apart from modeling. but i don't really have the confident in myself. it's hard not to be shy. I'm a sadist.

Typical birthday celebration.

2010-07-24T02:18:00.000-07:00
Hello people! it seems that i neglected my blog for some time. i even forgotten to reply the comments in the comment box but will do in a whiles time. I'm seriously sorry! this post is kinda similar to the previous birthday celebration i blogged about months back, another typical birthday celebration. i realised that most of my birthday celebrations and the birthdays that i attended are always celebrated in the same way, having a bbq pit at east coast. boo!

kinda sick of it now but nonetheless it's still fun to be by the seaside once in a while. especially when you can ogle at passerby, heh! okay lah that's one of the few interesting things that can be done/seen there. too bad we didn't had volleyball with us else it would be more fun. and if you ever have the intention to sleep over, please do bring yourself a ultra thick jacket, cause it's effing cold at night. i ended up using my bathing towel to cover my legs! ahaha.

and the most unfortunately thing was that we were far from any bike rental store so we didn't rent anything like we always do. we were pretty far from MacDonald too! i initially wanted to rent roller blades can! rawwwrr.

so it started with this beautiful scenery..

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Cousin trying to act modelistic.

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then after, i joined in.

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< another cousin blend in!

I don't think i need to go into details on what we did and stuff cause it's pretty obvious isn't it? what can we do at a bbq pit besides chatting, bbq-ing, taking photos etc. oh and btw the photo below of a box with bottle drinks are sold to us by some china student claiming that they're selling this for their project. and it's very cheap, 20 bottles for only 5 bucks!!! mad cheap.

cousin took this photo of me while i was trying to snap a picture of her with the dslr, those typical face + Dslr photos pretending to be a photographer. I'm using cousin's brother camera btw. i looked stupid with the tripod stand. haha!

the presents! my younger cousin is still in primary school and she got a mp3 from cousin's brother. i don't remember myself getting any electronic stuff when i was her age. and i still remember vaguely that i had my first nokia phone when i was in primary 6. she's so fortunate.

Birthday girl aka th-Glutton. lol!

looking very shagged in the morning. i realised cousin was eating .__.

I have a "pecah" smile!

2010-07-16T00:06:00.000-07:00
Sorry for not blogging that often, really had no idea what to blog about.
i had always thought of blogging emo related stuff but i guess that will only bore you guys further. but i kept telling myself that this blog belongs to myself and no one should ever complain about what i type cause basically this is mine and I'm free to write whatever i have in mind. do you think so too?

yeah so probably i might post emo stuff when I'm feeling down. strangely, i feel more motivated to blog when I'm down or pissed. so that makes me have the urge to pen down my thoughts on this only space of mine.

so the other day, i was quite agitated about myself when i looked into mirror. i was practically staring into the mirror while in the midst of showering. i was trying to smile with my teeth "naturally". but at that point of time, i somehow couldn't smile naturally and i thought i looked kinda weird. i felt frustrated. and somehow i remembered quite a few incident whereby bobby claimed that i don't know how to smile with my teeth! that's like giving me a slap on the face.

like who wants to be commented in that way when you thought you looked okay. he said that the way i smile looks very "Pecah" (a Malay word used for the mat reps to describe something/someone as ugly or cannot make it etc). the word is indeed harsh. do you even like to be commented the way he did to me? i presume no right! yes i think the way i smile looks very "pecah", right?

but in my opinion, i think i look better smiling when I'm taking picture myself. but when it comes to someone taking picture of me, i tend to be very shy and nervous so i might looked weird. its like my smile don't wanna appear. sigh.

Example of me smiling, auto timer.

See i don't think i look natural in this pic! you can tell that I'm shy (i think?) just by looking at my face and the way i smile. so depressing not to have the killer smile! i wish i had a killer smile. okay so now i know I'M UGLY :(

I am a camwhore, are you?

2010-07-09T00:21:00.000-07:00

Movie preview, Despicable me.

2010-07-06T00:15:00.000-07:00
Thanks to Omy, i was invited to the movie preview of Despicable me yesterday. it was awesomely hilarious! especially with all those cute yellow thingy called Minions and of course, the three orphan! i specially liked the little girl, definitely the cutest out of the three of them.

With the minion mascot! :)

Sooo..

Despicable Me is about Gru, a super villain, who’s ultimate goal is to steal the moon so he can always remain the greatest super villain of all time. In order to do so, he must steal a shrink ray gun from his top rival, Vector. Vector seems to always be one up on Gru, stealing impressive objects such as the Great Pyramid of Giza. As Gru is trying to hatch a plot to nab the shrink ray from his rival, three adorable orphans showed up selling cookies and that’s when he had an idea. He saw these three little girls as an easy way to get through into Vector’s lair and goes on to adopt them from the orphanage.

but somehow the orphan turned his life upside down, damaging his experimental stuff and also when the kids expected him to read them bed time story followed by a kiss before falling asleep, he declined at first.

one day, a mean lady from the orphanage came knocking on his door wanting to take back the three kids because of some reason, and eventually she took the kids back with the kids on the backseat of her car. Gru then felt upset but overcome it and continued his plan to steal the moon. but before that he had promised the girls to be at their ballet dance performance. right after shrinking the moon with the shrink ray gun, he sped down to the girls performance from the sky but didn't make it on time. there wasn't anyone at the concert hall. but there was a note from his rival, vector stating that the girls is with him, kidnapped. alas, he then saved them.

deep inside he was a kind, a good hearted guy. he eventually read them a good night story and gave kissed them on the forehead. pretty touching though. I'm gonna watch it for the second time soon! muahaha.

Catch Despicable me in theaters 8th of July! Click here!

Little things that motivates.

2010-06-28T20:13:00.000-07:00
Was out with Joey one typical afternoon, having our lunch at a MacDonald outlet along Orchard road. trying to kill time before catching our movie which was 2hours later. she then told me that she have got something to pass me, while taking something out from her wallet and then after, passed it to me.

it was a small glittery sticker that are meant to be stick on electronic stuff. so i immediately stick it on the top left hand corner of my IPhone. it was just like any normal sticker to me at first. like a tiny thing to make decorate my iPhone with. but it was a tiny sticker with the word "Never give up"on it.

while walking around town, i coincidentally bumped into someone i nearly forgotten. since then, the memories kept haunting me leaving me utterly hurt just by thinking about the past. like who wouldn't feel sad, in fact disastrous. you will then start thinking how foolish you were back then not appreciating and treasuring things. not doing stuff that you as a other half should do and how fucking stupid you were letting go out the special "Kite". the list goes on and on. the next thing you realised is that you're tearing. heartbroken.

so the next day, i made an impromptu trip to somewhere i used to go. where all the old memories are. i waited and waited but i knew that it's never gonna be the same anymore. i was on the verge of giving up everything. i then fidgeted with my iphone and at the same time, i saw the sticker that was given by Joey. the sicker with "Never give up".somehow, it rang a bell. i was then motivated and decided not to give up. i kept waiting but eventually went home with a heartache. so looking at the sticker through and through, i will tell myself never to give up! things may look impossible but it's not like what you think.

this might be a tiny sticker but it meant alot to me. especially when one is down. it's this little things that motivates us. little things that you thought are nothing useful. so this little sticker gave me the motivation. the motivation to continue with what I'm intending to. in fact I'm heading back there again later! so start giving your friends this tiny sticker or anything that may motivate them. making them sure that you will be always be with them nomatter wherever they are. making sure they never give up!

really appreciate Joey for being so thoughtful. and really wanna thank her for being there listening to me venting my anger and telling her things that i had been bottling it up ever since. from the bottom of my heart, Thank You! ;)

Trip to Phuket, Part 3!

2010-06-26T03:15:00.000-07:00
The last day in awesome Phuket, missing Phuket already! the last day was pretty much the same, except that we did some last minute shopping and explore new places. we didn't had the chance to do most of the outdoor stuff there as we didn't had enough time. and perhaps because we ran out of cash! i was pathetically broke after spending my cash on clothes and chewing gums! and that expensive jet-ski. we had great fun, nonetheless.

We had to check out of the hotel reluctantly at 12pm when our flight was at 10pm. so we left our bags and luggage at the counter while we went to a random shopping mall to kill time. had lunch at kfc and went roaming around.

camwhore before leaving the hotel room!

saying goodbye to cosy room! ):

three of them plus me while trying to find our way back. we went to a market by the motorbike but went back by foot! amazing right. cause we couldn't find any transport back so we decided to walk all the way back to the city where there were motorbikes to bring us to another place. long walk! like i previously said, we're surrounded by huge mountains!

And below are some random shots of rabbits in cage! they're so adorable that we spend quite some time over there admiring them.:)

Rabbit posing for the camera! cute much? ;D

After roaming around, we decided to head back to our hotel as we were exhausted and they heat was killing us. so we made an impromptu decision to book a room for afew hours before checking out again. me and Eric then went to swim! while jolene and birdie stayed in the room watching tv. no fun one!

Eric, Jolene and Me!

Tom yam soup and the fried rice was fantabulous, omgs!

Heading to the Airport.
Our heavy bags and luggage!
On the plane
And arrived in Singapore! ;)

Trip to Phuket, part 2!

2010-06-23T03:58:00.000-07:00
Here's the third day of our Phuket trip. so everything was kinda the same, breakfast in the morning. as usual, an egg plus few toasted bread for me while Jolene and the rest are nomming on good food! porridge and stuff. that's basically the disadvantages for me when heading to such places that are mostly selling non-halal foods! i can only rely on instant noodles and some non-pork stuff. and i actually saw a cup noodle with PORK wtf?!

oh anyhow, we rent a cab for 4hours and the cab driver will drive us to any places we wanted to go. pretty awesome huh. so as tourist over there, the cab driver will then tell us more about this and that place, so on and so forth. he also did brought us to places we never intended to go. and not forgetting to mention that the cab driver was kind and never rude to us! if only those taxi drivers in Singapore are as good mannered like them.

The first place the taxi brought us to was this "Pearl factory". those pearl are taken from oyster shells. but have to go through many procedures. and then made into pearl necklace which cost a bomb, i think?

How To Tell A Fake Pearl - googled.

• Check the weight of the pearl. A real pearl has some heft to it and is, of course, heavier than a plastic imitation.
• Feel the surface of the pearl. If you gently rub two pearls together and feel a slight grittiness, the pearls are real. If the sensation is smooth, it’s likely the “pearls” are made of plastic.
• Check for natural flaws. All real pearls have flaws because this is a natural process; the likelihood of a real pearl having a perfect shape, for example, is next to nothing. On the other hand, a good pearl should not have too many flaws.
• Sea pearls take time to produce. Some pearl shops may try to fool buyers into paying over the odds by selling them river pearls, which take a much shorter time to produce. Also, a river pearl oyster can produce 50 pearls or more, whereas its marine cousin can produce only one at a time.
• The most difficult scam to detect is pearls made from the dust left over after real pearls are made into jewellery. Using modern technology, this dust can be moulded into a “pearl” that is so like the real thing, with the right weight, luster and even colour, that it takes a professional to tell the difference.

Making in process, before.

Beautiful pearls, after!

Initially we wanted to head to the waterfall, which seems rather nice. furthermore i haven't been to any waterfalls except for those tiny man made waterfalls in Singapore. but when we arrived at that particular place the cab driver brought us to, there wasn't any beautiful waterfall as stated in the brochure. so much for being very excited!

yes, there was this tiny waterfall, but the water was rather dirty and it looks more like a polluted drain than a waterfall. we actually climbed all the way up the mountain only to find the waterfall isn't as what we expected! so we headed to the Beach which we were so looking forward to since day 1.

This was the only thing we did over at the beach! jet ski-ing, it was pretty scary at first but was fine afterwards. and it costs us like 60SGD! i had to ride with birdie at the back. she's freaking me out by screaming when i had problems controlling the thingy. we have to go through the strong waves which made the jet-ski moved from side to side.

i tried my best not to fall cause if the thing that we were riding overturns, we have to pay for the damage. that was what i feared since the start! never collapse. but eventually me and birdie was thrown out from the thing because the waves was to strong! but we're lucky the jet-ski didn't turnover! birdie then stood by the sand watching me riding it alone. and there was fucking loads of Jellyfish, floating in the water! ;(

The parachute that was pulled by a speeding boat! seems scary.

Part 3 up next!!!

Trip to Phuket, Part 1.

2010-06-20T23:00:00.001-07:00
Woah i have to admit i seriously missed being in Phuket with cliques. its less than a week since we arrived in Singapore and now I'm missing everything over there! minus the fact that it was scotching hot over there. no different from Singapore, though. i miss the hotel we stayed in, the Thai people and somehow the food. but of course the fun i had with cliques.

Am looking forward to our next getaway this September! wheee. we'll be heading to Phuket again for 2 days, but this time to try out those outdoor stuff we didn't get to try previously. that also means less shopping for us! might be heading to Bangkok after that. haven't come to a decision yet, though.

oh and before i forgot, i will be blogging about the trip in 3 different post, day 1 and day 2 will be blogged together in part 1 while day 3 will be part 2 and the 4 will be in the part 4. too much photos that is. hope you're not confused, ahaha! so basically i will be blogging about day 1 and 2 together right now!

DAY1:

For your info, that was my first time being on an airplane so i had the privilege to be sitted next to the window. but our flight was awfully at night so i couldn't get to see much except for those beautiful small lighting's from below. my head was glued to the window all the time observing the dark scenery. even Jolene, Eric and Birdie laughed at me, maybe perhaps i was too engrossed observing.

Checked into our hotel, "Phu.ke.ta" the place was beautiful. the staffs were helpful and friendly. unlike some of those in Singapore. the room was cosy and i specially love the air con over there. it's super cold to the ultimate max! like i said I'm missing Phuket and this particular hotel we lived in. we're intending to stay here again when we're back. totally yay-ness! ;D

Snapshots of me and birdie's room when we arrived!

My side of the lamp and my things. but unfortunately i couldn't charge both of my phones as my charger is different from what they have there. so i was there for four days without my phone with me everywhere i go. i left them in my bag! so much for the trouble bringing them all the way here. smartass much?

DAY2: Somehow spectacular view from our balcony.

Our breakfast! i only ate the bread and the egg T.T

Riding on a motorbike was fun as a transport to get from place to place. but i dont get why Jolene and birdie love to ride on the bike instead of cabbing. well, it's not that bad afterall and it's 2SGD for each right! ahaha, depends on the location you're heading to, though. but the only thing i was sick of is the strong wind blowing against my hair and face! cause i was wearing contact lens, thus i had difficulty opening my eyes. i have to shut my eyes to prevent them from flying out. and my hair will eventually be messed up. i spend time to style it can! lol.

motors were everywhere. most of the locals there had a motorbike to themself. that's including students our age to old granny! like almost everyone had their own bike, riding them to school. so cool huh! seems that either getting a license over there is quite easy or they just don't need one. me wants!

Jolene even intend to rent bike on our next trip here! we'll be heading to places on our own and with our own bike! scary but it will be fun. woohoo! ;)

Heading to tesco, it's basically like "Giant" which sells loads of stuffs.

Jolene and eric dipping their legs into the fish spa!

Me and birdie too! ;)

Heading back to our hotel on Bike again! ;)

Birdie and i camwhored since we're bored! ahaha.

Oh just look at the mountain in the background of this pic! there's mountain everywhere in Phuket. Phuket are surrounded with effing huge mountains.

Okay i can't remember what made us do this! we actually took jumping shots on our freaking bed! ahaha. it's kinda miracle that the bed can actually take the impact. when boredom strikes, we do stupid stuff! so unglam lor!

We decided to do some shopping on the second day, plus a little of sightseeing. so even before we start shopping, they were hungry so we went to have lunch. but because of some reason, i didn't had anything. only drank coke! :(

Jolene and Eric!
Me and birdie!

Us in tuut tuut! eh i'm not sure if i got it right, ahaha!

Foursome's in bed! me and birdie went to their room to disturb, lol.

Random shot of our room, Jolene and Eric's room is at the left while ours is on the right! it's a good thing that we're living just next to each other, though. cause things were more easier that way. we communicated to each other by banging the room's wall. like when we're awake early in the morning, i banged the wall. so when there's banging from the other side means they're awake! so fun. ahaha. it's better than to be knocking on their door at night because the corridor lights were pretty dimmed and our room are facing the dark forest, major scary! i don't even dare to go down alone. so deserted one!

Came across this one-sized hoodie while shopping and i was immediatly attracted to it perhaps it's adorable. it's very big so i wore it to sleep! plus our room's air con was mad cold, thats the thing i loved about the room. hehe. ahaha. nice anot?okay end of part 1! stay tuned for part 2 and 3 alright. laters!!

Applying for my passport!

2010-06-12T00:12:00.000-07:00
Do you guys ever feel so lazy that you wished there are more ways for you to do things, like to do something more efficiently. I'm sure everyone dreads queuing up for a long time. especially when you have to travel so far just to apply for a particular thing. as for this, I'm referring to applying/renewing your passport.

i did have the same feeling, i was utterly lazy to get my arse off to ica building to apply for my passport. but i suddenly remembered that there's another alternative that i dont realy need to travel all the way to ica building. and also i could avoid waiting so long! furthermore it’s so much more accessible and convenient.

i applied mine through Singpost! its freaking efficient, no queue at all. that seriously made me a happy boy! ahaha. but my first passport photo was rejected because i had my forehead partially covered by my fringe. so i decided to take another passport photo, with my forehead exposed. this time, they accepted it and that was all that i have to do, just fill up a form and i'm done!

well, the differences between applying over at Singpost cost 10bucks more than doing at ica itself. anyway its just 10 bucks! i would have spend more than 10bucks if i were to head to ica with cab, even though i'm staying not that far.
for your information, this is my first time applying thus it cost me 80bucks through Singpost. not sure of the cost if this is not your first time, though.

Apply at ica building - 70bucks!
Apply at Singpost - 80bucks!

so what're you you waiting for! if you're smart enough, you will choose Singpost as the queues are not long and you dont have to wait for hours! and and and i collected my passport in less than a a weeek! awesome much? Flying off in two days time, know where i'm heading to? muahaha.

Hachiko, A Dog's story.

2010-05-29T01:01:00.000-07:00
Last night, i was rather bored and had the sudden urge to catch watch a dvd, i then looked through the tons of dvds that are partially covered with dust and finally i decided to watch Hachiko which was released some time back. since i first saw the advertisements and poster of the movie when it was first released, i knew that it was gonna be a heartbreaking or rather awfully sad movie. i decided to catch the movie but eventually missed the movie for some reason.

i finally had the chance to watch it last night after so long. i know right, I'm way to slow but it's better late than never. anyhow the movie is based on a true story from Japan, Hachi: A Dog's Tale is a moving film about loyalty.

so here goes the story,

In modern days, a classroom filled with young students gave oral presentations about their heroes. A boy named Ronnie stood up and began to talk about 'Hachiko', his grandfather's dog. The previous year, Akita puppy shipped from Japan to America, but fell out of his cage in the baggage car of a train station the U.S. where he was discovered by professor Parker Wilson. Parker was immediately captivated by the dog and when Carl, the control station, refused to take him, Parker took the puppy home last night. but his wife didnt allowed him to keep hachi.

The next day Parker was hoping that someone had contacted the railroad station, but no one has. He sneaked the puppy to train and bring it to work, in which Japanese universities, Ken, translate the symbols on the collar of the puppy as 'Hachiko', Japanese for 'good luck'. Parker decided to call the dog 'Hachi'. Ken indicated that perhaps they are both destined to be together. Parker tries to play fetch with Hachi, but she refused to join. However, the wife finally agreed to let him keep the dog seeing how close Parker was with Hachi.

but parker passed away one fine day leaving Hachi alone.

At the railway station, Hachi waited patiently as the train arrived, but no sign of Parker. He remained, lying in the snow, for several hours, until the child-in-law of Parker Michael came to pick up. The next day, Hachi back to the station and wait, rest all day and all night. Over time, Hachi Cate sell the house and sent to live with her daughter Andy, Michael and Ronnie their new baby. However, at the first opportunity, he escaped and eventually found his way back to the old house and then to the train station, where he sat at the usual place, eating a hot dog given to him by a local vendor. Andy immediately after arrival and take him home, but let him out the next day to return to the station.

Hachi started sleeping beneath the damaged train cars, remain on guard in the daytime and survival of food and water given to him by the local butcher.

Years passed, and still Hachi waited. Arriving at the station, the wife, cate was surprised to see Hachi, old, dirty and weak, still maintaining his vigil. Overcome, Cate sat and waited for the next train with hachi. That night, Hachi makes regular trips to the place where he lay and fell asleep, dreaming Parker. hachi never failed to wait for parker's arrival, whom was supposed to be coming out of the railway door then giving hachi a hug.

i absolutely respect Hachi for its loyalty. a dog with loyalty!

The Pixar exhibition.

2010-05-28T00:03:00.000-07:00
See how efficient i am in blogging! went to Pixar exhibition yesterday and here i am the day after blogging about it, ahaha! provided only when theres event or outing. anyway i was with Joey who was invited by Omy to attend this Pixar event along with other bloggers and one of their companion. weeeee ;)

We were attending a PIXAR EXHIBITION hence me being quite excited!

Oh and I'm gonna admit that i have always been late for our meetups! needless to say about yesterday! ahaha. we were late so we decided to drop off at Jurong and we then took a cab to Science centre which were only 10 minutes away. panicking, not wanting to be late cause the last registration was only few minutes away. we eventually arrived just in time for the pixar exhibition.

we did have some time before the event started so me and Joey went roaming around looking at those cute soft toys. here are the pictures i took!

Bought this cute glass cups for cousin and myself, random.

Monsters Inc Mascot outside! its a sad thing that it doesn't moves around!

This thing is amazing! like seriously. don't know how to describe it!

Photos below are in random order. anyhow I'm pretty amazed by how those wonderful collection of drawings being displayed up on the wall. they're just so excellent! of course, to make a movie or animation takes a hugeload of time. especially when the artist need to come up with different ideas and drawings. how i wish i can be one of them who can draw any kind of cartoon character in a flash with it looking just so great! hence me intending to apply for Digital Animation! wondering if it's same? no? ahaha.

Nicely made sculpture, Love it!

Me looking so retarded. thanks to the person who took this bad photo! tsk.
and a collage of me camwhoring at home, even when i was dead beat! ahaha.

My current obsession!

2010-05-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

So as you guys know, I'm officially one of the thousands/millions who are using iPhone. iPhone is indeed very common but nah it's okay. the outside might be the same, but the inside is totally different. from the games, the songs and of course the photos. each individuality have their own uniqueness. the best thing about owning an iPhone is that there are many varieties of iPhone covers to choose from!

Hence me planning to buy all sorts of iPhone covers, of course fanciful ones. it can be match with our outfit or even our mood! so currently i have only 4 iPhone covers which is kinda pathetic and i intend to get more if i ever pass by shops that sells iPhone covers that caught my attention.

everytime i passby any shop that have display of the covers, i will go in and take a look at those covers. even my cousin have to stop me from buying them and remind me that i already have few of them at home. but sometimes i just take a look at the covers cause some may not be as fanciful or its not my type.

now let me show you my collection!

1st - "Flip" cover with something like snake/rough texture!

2nd - typical rubber cover!

3rd - Chocolate iphone cover!

Pretending it's edible! ahahaha.

4th - France Iphone cover!

So that's my current collection of the covers! pardon me for the fugly photos, hope you guys don't mind. will be updating again about the iPhone covers only if i manage to get another 4. that's ridiculous! but will try getting one by one ;P

Long or short hair?

2010-05-16T04:23:00.001-07:00
Oh so i regretted having my impromptu decision to have my hair cut two days ago.i had mine my hair trimmed weeks ago and i find it too thick recently thus the decision made. the person cut my hair short despite me asking for a trim only. while i was busy looking at something else while the person was cutting my hair, i realised that he was cutting my hair too short so i told him not to cut it any shorter. afterall this is my second time, my hair had been ruined by him.

initially i didn't even intend to have him helping me with the haircut, since he already ruined my hair the other time. that was when i swore to myself not to let him snap my hair anymore! i was hoping that the lady who cut my hair weeks ago would be free to cut mine but unfortunately she was with other customer. hence the guy cutting my hair, eventually.

i once again, swore to myself as to be more wary of the people snapping my hair the next time round. and of course, would never ever let that exact same guy to cut my hair! its not that i hate him, well everyone has their own preference. & i prefer barber who makes my hair looks nicer instead of the other way round.But after i had my hair cut, my cousins and some other people commented that it's not that bad and that it's neater than my thick-messy-hairstyle! ahahaha. frankly i don't know which hairstyle suits me lar! oh and I'm getting sick of my current hair colour which i dyed 2 or 3 weeks ago, me wants new hair colour!

seriously i can't remember how many time i had my haircut ruined by barbers! it's uncountable, especially years ago! urgh how i wish i have a particular hairstylish who i will go to every single time i need a haircut without coming out of the salon with a belly sad face! professional hairstylish that is, oh i am dreaming again!

Oh! and before it slips my mind, i thought of doing a hairstyling tutorial but due to the disaster haircut i had, it had to be postpone. maybe in a week or two then i shall do it. don't worry, my hair grows pretty fast la! ahaha.

Before..

After!!

So which do you prefer? Long or short hair? ahahhahaha :)

My iphone, verge of dying.

2010-05-10T00:29:00.000-07:00
Oh yes, i can has an iPhone since a week ago! i have been wanting to own an iPhone myself ever since everyone was raving about it, those advertisements everywhere made it sounds so cool, fun and interesting with loads of apps. that tempt me even more! thus me getting it only last week. was so happy cause i have never own any good phone in my life, my previous phone was a N81 which i find it average yet boring.

So my previous phone, the N81 was quite tough being able to survive until now. this phone has been with me for a year with countless time of hard impact falls. there was once where it went under the running tap accidentally but as i said it's tough. I'm still using it as my second phone. power anot? no doubt, there are cracks and scratches here and there. I'm indeed a "Good" owner huh!

back to my precious iPhone that scared the hell out of me yesterday night when it suddenly hang for no specific reason! nothing could be done, hence i panic. tried to turn it off but it jammed again, then the screen stucked there for as long as i could remember. i decided to leave it in my wardrobe for the night while i use my tough phone. i was so upset, i even thought of sending it for repair today. without the iPhone, it sucks to the max! Me love Iphone :)

So this morning when i woke up, i tried numerous ways again. just trying my luck! yet again, nothing could be done. Joey then text me asking me to press this particular two buttons, which i did and the phone automatically off-ed! i then turn it on again and i was relieved to see it coming back to normal! ahaha. seriously this Joey is super smart la! wondering where she learnt it from. this also save me the trouble to bring it for repair, hehe! thanks xiaosotong ;)

before i end this post, my instinct tells me that maybe its my cousin's fault that my iPhone hang because she's persistently using my iPhone to play the Taptap3! she's obsessed with it. have to be wary of her in future, haha!

Life is full of ups & down.

2010-05-06T07:29:00.000-07:00
Life is full of ups and down. when people are happy they celebrate but when they are sad, they tend to think that suicidal is the only way to solving the problems. there are many other alternatives for us to choose from. getting ourself hurt physically is not gonna make things better. like for example, cutting your wrist or suicidal. so be wise, solving problems are difficult but nothing is impossible, it only takes time.

few days ago, there was this tragic incident whereby an aunty committed suicide at my block. of course i was terrified when i heard about it. my dad who was outside my house heard the loud bang, some passerby later mention to him that someone jumped down thus he went to take a look. according to him, he couldn't identify the aunty as she was lying with her face facing the ground.

i went there even before the police arrived, trying to get near to take a look but i couldn't. something was holding me back. so i went home after that. i just didn't have the guts to get closer and take a look at the body. yes, i was like a mouse. heading home was the best for me than to have the image of the body haunting me all night.

and thankfully it didn't happened anywhere near my place as I'm also staying at the ground floor. but it was awfully directly infront of a Malay house, coincidentally at the time, the daughter of theirs witnessed the incident, therefore she was traumatised. the family then have to do some family gathering to recite some prayers, thus coming over to my place earlier to pass us some porridge that they made. nobody wants this to happen either.

so i was pondering on what eventually made the lady decided to end her life. the decision was not wise, leaving her sons and daughters weeping upon seeing her body. anyone with the right mind would be devastated seeing your loved ones leaving you, in this case unexpectedly. my sincere condolences to them.

Haji Lane "Photoshoot"

2010-04-28T00:23:00.000-07:00
So i actually didn't plan anything cause i thought of watching the Star awards in the evening. yes, i was totally excited even before the show start. but eventually i only managed to catch the part where the celebrities walked on the red carpet. okay, unfortunately not all, i missed the very first part of the red carpet and then i thought to myself, why didn't i get to see the rest of the celebrities? and then shortly after, the red carpet ended abruptly! ahaha.

Anyhow, during the midst of being engrossed watching the show, got a message from this friend of mine. i tell you, she "belly" the irritating! ahaha. she kept asking me to head out persistently despite me hinting her that i wasn't in the mood to head out that night. but oh wells, eventually i went out with her, reluctantly! nonetheless i enjoyed myself. I'm so gonna stay home to catch the encore telecast of the Star awards! by hook or by crook. tsk!

We had dinner at bugis street's Mac and then roamed around trying to search for Haji Lane! we have never been there thus ending up go round bugis searching for that particular place. asked an uncle working at the 7eleven and he gave us the direction. it was kinda embarrassing for juvenile like us to be asking an uncle of a location that majority of us, youngster should know! we were roaming far from that Haji lane, totally fail. ahaha. sweated like hell, but of course we had our own "Photoshoot" ahaha.

In my opinion i think that this photo that i took for her is rather nice. as in the background with the lights and all. but of course. look who's the photographer! ahahah. anyway i seriously wish theres someone who can take good photo like how i took for them. i was the one deciding on where we should shoot and stuff lor. ending this post abruptly with my photos! photo's are abit blur cause i enlarge it :)

I love the rain, do you?

2010-04-21T02:31:00.001-07:00

Better late than never!

2010-04-19T01:10:00.000-07:00
So before i start, the reason why i choose the caption "Better late than never" instead of many others. perhaps because this post is about th Hari raya 2009 which was few months back! but i'm blogging about it only now. have been procastinating to blog about it till now cause i just feel like it. ahaha!

Hari raya was as usual, visiting relatives house and of course collecting the green packets!Oh and for your infomation, my family and the closest cousin's family will always be visiting relatives house as a whole. and of course, we will never fail to wear the same colour each year for the baju kurung. for both male and female! just that the design for the female's are a little different from the males. going out as a whole is very fun. but i dread walking long distances!

"Tadah" Us camwhoring while walking! the rest are either walking behind us or didn't want to have their picture taken. don't mind the big heads ah! :P

Lunatic group photos!

Ahahah candid much?

Ending this post with a chio photo of my hair! :D

Fanciful highcut shoes!

2010-04-18T01:26:00.000-07:00
If my memory doesn't fail me, i have only bought few pairs of sneakers. cause i didn't know that shoes also played a part in making one look attractive. i wasn't into shoes previously hence not bothering to consider getting a pair of shoes. even if I'm getting a pair of shoe, i will just anyhowly pick the ones that caught my eyes. i dont really like staying too long in a shop cause i will be constantly being watched by the sales person, like which person doesn't get watched while in a shop. I will be pretty satisfied as long as i have already gotten myself a new shoes.

The recent shoe that i got was from Leftfoot, Ceneleisure level 2 if i'm not wrong. there was loads of variety to choose from, that eventually gives one a massive headache deciding what to get! ahaha. but i took less than 5minute to get mine after going through the shoes one after another.

Anyhow like i said earlier, i randomly picked a shoe that caught my eyes without considering it any further. so here's a photo of me wearing it. i think its quite simple, but nonetheless i still love it! ahaha.High cut shoes are now in my wish-list! Muahaha. and if i'm not wrong they are now the "In" thing for fashion. i have seen lots of juvenile wearing it these days. awesome much?

Varieties of shoes! i wanna get one soon :)

Threesome birthday celebration!

2010-04-12T04:04:00.000-07:00
So my Saturday was spend quite well by celebrating two of my awesome cousins birthday at East Coast park! The elders suggested that i book the pit nearest to the washroom, which is specifically around the Macdonalds area. as you guys know that once the elders asked to do something, we have no right to forbid. plus how persistent they are. but we were eventually around the middle of the long stretch of bbq pits since the ones that are closer to the washroom are already booked. was asked why i booked this pit instead of the ones infront.

but we were fine, walking distance from our pit to the washroom takes us only less than 10 minutes! better than the pit whereby i booked for my birthday, we took 15minutes or more can!And thank god that it didn't rain on that day. but it was awfully humid to the extend of having a free sauna just by entering our tent. it was burning like hell. everyone didn't dare to step in before sunset!

Okay before i continue, i was kinda shocked realising that cousins didn't even plan anything for this bbq pit. everything was an impromptu decision. went to the wet market to get the foods only in the morning, on the actual day. unlike me, I'm always prepared with a pen and a piece of paper to note down every single details! it's better to be safe than sorry okay! tsk.

Here you go! a piece of paper that i actually wrote everything down before my birthday pit that was a month plus ago. ahaha! but despite being so organised, i actually forgotten to bring along the hotdogs that was in the fridge! only realised it when we were unpacking. so no choice, bought new ones from the store there. maybe because there was loads of things to remember la.

The large chocolate cakee!
"Nah" here's a photo of me sitting down looking bored. cause i was really bored. i have to keep myself occupied by going to and fro refilling my plastic cup. everyone was doing their own thing. both cousins was entertaining their own friends, the elders are chatting among themself and brother was at another vacant pit with his friends! sad right. but it was fine after awhile. ha.

Oh, this birthday celebration was actually meant for this three ladies which birthday falls in the month of April! the girl that is on the extreme right birthday falls on the 1st of April of while center and the left falls on the exact same day which is on the 20th of April. belated and advanced celebration. Happy birthday to them!! :)

One of of cousin with her Cliques! chio-ness. ahaha :p

Me with the Birthday Girls! ♥ ♥ ♥

Dawn and Weikiat was coincidentally at East Coast too! ahaha they initially wanted to rent bikes but the shop has already closed by that time. oh not forgetting that me and sister rented two bikes, one double seater and another the normal one for full day. which also means we only have to return the next morning since we are gonna overnight there. & it cost only about 12bucks! :)

What will happen when four individuals meet? but of course...

Camwhore time :)

"And nope, i wasn't biting bobby's hand". ahaha!

Look at this candid shot taken when we were getting ready to pose for the photos below. ahaha looks like they are singing the national anthem! their facial expression is priceless. taken before heading for the sea to swim!

pardon for the shagged faces cause this was taken early in the morning, and we obviously didn't had a nice sleep because of the humid weather.

covering cousin brother! he insisted that we cover him with the sand.

Captured before i sat next to cousin for a photo! "tsk" at photographer.

We were playing in the sea and actually forgotten all about the time. we were supposed to return those bikes at 10am the latest but we exceeded by half and hour. lucky the person didn't charge us for returning late! Muahaha.

Obsessed with Th'mickey!

2010-04-06T03:32:00.000-07:00
I'm just like any typical juvenile who loves having companion. regardless of what companion that is. the particular companion I'm talking about is about my awesome companion, Mickey! ahaha, that would obviously be my cat that has been living with me ever since i was an innocent young kid during my primary school days! till now, she have never left my sight.

she's still young at heart okay! ahaha.

but there was a period of time back then when she was kidnapped/captured by those cruel Spca just because she was roaming around my neighbourhood while i was away from home. my heart totally sank when i learnt about it. but of course who doesn't weep when something that belongs to them have been taken away. escpecially when they can't predict whether if they could have the chance to see that thing ever again. it was the most heartbreaking moment knowing that mickey had been captured for whatever reason. it was just like losing a loved one. if only you guys know how it feels. although i know that mickey is just like any ordinary cats that can be seen in the streets.

But NO! i treated her like one of my family. it may sound ridiculous but she's not only a pet to me, but also my "Girlfriend" okay! i presume that majority of you guys who own a pet will treat them more than just a pet right? unless you're those cruel owner who take them for granted, abuse them and stuff!

so back to the story, pardon my short term memory but i think mickey was released after we made a call and was asked to collect her ourself. very considerate much? they took it all the way there, but eventually we had to make the trip there. but well, it's worth it. i was majorly elated that she's back safe and sound! :) i was pondering what will exactly happen to mickey if we didn't realised that was captured or we didn't collect her.

yups! thats about it. all about my mickey! don't ve to be elaborated in details right. later people complain that reading this long wordy white post/fonts on a black background strain their eyes, ahaha! sorry about that ah :D

Next, Me with th'Mickey!

There's alot of photos of Mickey but i picked only few of them to avoid spamming her unglam photos! ahaha. lastly, Webcam with Mickey! :) and before i forget, you can also follow Mickey on twitter! here!

Constant harassment.

2010-03-28T23:03:00.000-07:00
I have been bottling it up ever since the harassment started.
the harassment that never fail to happen every time when i wake up.
in fact, my sleep was disturbed this morning when i heard the familiar voice
shouting outside my place. i seriously can't stand this any longer!

humiliation was hurled, sarcasm that is. i was filled with angst but didn't reciprocate as i do not want things to become worst. all we did was to shut the doors and windows leaving the person shouting outside, dragging his mum here and there. claiming that we are harassment him which was NOT TRUE. i supposed its the other way round. well, my family have been enduring all this craps for some time. but the harassment kept coming, almost every day!

i have no idea what to do. i don't know what that particular person wants.
we did nothing but eventually got harassed for no specific reasons.
that person had already intruded our privacy by taking photos of us from far with his digital camera if I'm not wrong, our life isn't the same as before. we couldn't have much freedom with this kind of neighbour. one who never give up creating problems each day.

he has this sudden hatred towards my mum to the extend of claiming that my mum is spying on him, which is again, NOT TRUE! and then from there, he complain that everything that my mums does is absolutely wrong. even sitting by the corridor reading newspaper. and for goodness sake, what wrong with sitting at the corridor of our house reading newspaper. that's ridiculous! that person is being too exaggerating as he's staying not that close to us, why even bother? and what does our doings got to do with him? makes no sense!

what do you guys think? what do you guys suggest my family should do.
cause we don't want things to get worst hence us not doing anything but only to endure as much as we can. but i can't! i have my limits. he's getting overboard.i dont want this problem to be left unsolved! seriously need help!!oh and btw that neighbour of mine, is a he/she (if you get what i mean). );

Trip to the Universal Studio!

2010-03-24T01:36:00.002-07:00
Finally i have the motivation to blog about the Universal Studio!
but unfortunately loads of photos are in Jolene's camera and she cant send me those photos as her desktop is faulty or something! so sad right.
but anyway luckily i have still some photos with me.

Our initial plan was having picnic by the sandy beach. but we also did venture Universal Studio right after that since the Studio was opened to public on the same day! so we thought why not venturing into awesome place! ahahaha.
So the picnic went well except the fact that it was pouring non stop that day!
flies was everywhere and it was rather annoying to have hundreds of tiny flies or whatever you call it flying all over you!

Overall everything was great but i still prefer the previous picnic we had at Botanic Garden cause it wasn't raining and the scenery was beautiful.

So here's the flies that i was referring to! there were loads of them. probably because of the rain that attracted this little fellas! annoying max. we have no choice but to shield our foods by covering them to avoid those flies to get in! that will be darn gross if they were to be on our food. shucks!

The wet sandy beach after the rain stopped.

So this are the people who were at the picnic! there's Wei long, Jolene, Elizabeth, Eric and (A dog) Jin Jin if I'm not wrong! ahaha. the dog was placed inside a bag where it will only stick it's head out! oh btw, the poor dog actually swam in the sea water reluctantly.

surprisingly, weilong was afraid of the dog. we had a great time laughing when the dog actually went next to weilong and he screamed super loudly. ahaha!

TH'UNIVERSAL STUDIO!

Betty Boop was the first shop we went in to and it was amazingly beautiful with all sorts of photos of Betty boop printed on almost every single things!

Unique Popcorn Vehicle!

Them looking at the grammy award trophies! ahaha. took photos with the trophies in our hands, pretending that we won! but as i said, it's in Jolene camera! once again, major sad! Jolene send me asap okay! :)

It was rather packed! because prolly it's the first day it's officially opened to public! everyone was so excited. so was i. ahaha! i seriously can't wait to save up money and try each and every one of the machine at the theme park! wheee.

Madagascar's huge ship and tree! Mad awesome :D

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Pr girl humiliates Singapore!

2010-03-18T23:57:00.000-07:00
How would you feel as a Singaporean when someone who is not from this country, looks down and even humiliate our country claiming that we are selfish, copycats. and also according to that person, we used singlish. it's true that we, Singaporean use simple English but I'm sure it's not all the time and of course not every single one of us. I as a Singaporean, do admit that we do speak 'Singlish' and very few of us really bother to speak proper English. btw she actually blogged about it.

but the thing is she's not from this country but is staying here. So being a PR in Singapore, is it right to humiliate the country that you're staying in? i don't think so! regardless which country you are in, be it staying in that particular country, or maybe just going for a holiday, it's totally not right to be humiliating and saying disrespectful things about the country. at the very least you could do is to respect, simple as it is.

She also said that she's not willing to stay here even if she were to be given a million dollars even if our President was the one paying her. in the first place, who would want to pay a disrespectuful stranger to be staying here for a million bucks!sorry to say this but she's not even worth that much. having her here would only cause trouble to every single Singaporean here, like seriously. who needs someone who has no respect for herself and a girl simply holds no shame for herself. she will be much happier being in the zoo sleeping in the mud with the pigs! the environment there suits her better!

Comments from Singaporean being very enraged by her humiliation. loads of unhappy comments about her. and in my opinion, i think she deserved it! who she think she is making sucha comment about a Country without thinking twice. and she's not that chio to be payed 1 million buck okay! I'm being generous enough *Flicks 10cents coins* on the ground. Ahahaha!

Okay i feel that my blog is awfully dirty now as i have her picture on my blog.
what's with the tongue sticking out?! ahaha now you know why anyone won't wanna pay her 1 million bucks for her to stay in OUR country! *Roll eyes*

And here's the proof of her claiming that she wouldn't want to be staying here even if Our President willingly paid her 1 million bucks! look at her professional English. i think even Singaporeans English are better than hers, period! she has the most awesome English indeed. and of course, without thinking twice, Singapore is the most awesome/best place to live in!! :)

Not So Secret Lives of Us Contest‏.

2010-03-07T04:38:00.000-08:00
I reckon some of you guys would start scratching your heads if there isn't any introduction on what this Not So Secret Lives of Us‏ is all about. well, basically it's a story about 2 juvenile, Trey and Jesse who are facing a situation which was somehow unexpected. the stories of what's happening to them and their life are actually penned down through a series of blog entries. in other words, an online diary! The story is fictional but the issues are real.

not forgetting to mention that their life also revolves around their close friends, Eleanor and Cameron. we as the readers, will follow their stories that's full of ups and downs. leaving our imagination run wild as we guess what will happen next. full of suspense but it's interesting, seriously!

So Trey was out one night with his friend drinking not thinking of the consequences. yes, people do drink but not realising that hangovers might not be a good thing afterall. hangovers might make an individual regret doing something they did for a lifetime. it's like a mark that would never disappear.

Trey was drunk hence not noticing anything till he was awake in a motel, unexpectedly. and the worst thing was that he didn't use any protection while having sexual intercourse with a lady! he then approached the lady that he went to bed with on the other night, and she confessed the truth. just because of his silly act, his and Jesse life was wrecked.

so the Moral of the story is to have "Protected" sexual intercourse! yes, not forgetting to use a condom. cause a condom can save you from all those hassle. well, you could just get a pack from any 7eleven outlet if you know that you would be having "fun" anytime. if not, prepare to face a millions of problems.
and if you know that you can't hold your liqour that well, try not to drink too much. cause when you're not drunk. you're not oblivious to your sorrounding.

apart from getting pregnant on a unprotected sex, one could actually be infected with disease. many kinda disease that you never expect!
so think twice before having unprotected sex.

How to prevent? (according to the bloggers kit)

-Stay away; whether you like it or not, the fact is that abstraining from sex is the best from of protection. avoid casual sex (sex with casual friends, strangers or prostitutes).

-Stay faithful; if you are in a relationship, stay faithful and ensure your partner does the same. both of you should be honest about your past relationships. if either of you have had sex before, get tested just to be sure that you both are not infected with HIV or other STIs.

-Stay covered; if you choose to engage in sexual activities, be sure to use a condom. check the expiry date of the condom. avoid storing condoms in your wallet; carrying the wallet in your back pocket may weaken the condom. Also, if you want to use lubricants, choose water-based ones; oil based lubricants can weaken the condoms. remember that using condoms correctly and consistently can help you reduce the risk of infection, but they do not give 100% protection.

-Stay alert; alcohol and other drugs tend to influence one's mental alertness.thus reducing one's ability to think coherently and be in control. this can result in unintended actions and consequences. so stay away from drugs and avoid indulging in alcohol.

Harmless fun may not be as harmless as you think. Find out why at http://www.notsosecretlives.com. You can join in the discussions too in the Facebook fan page. Here!

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My mum is a photographer!

2010-03-04T01:17:00.000-08:00
I have been contemplating whether to persuade my mum to help me take photo of me ever since my cousin helped me with that awesome big banner photo on my blog that turned out nice unexpectedly. so i thought why not let my mum try being my photographer this time round since i was kinda bored earlier. if I'm not wrong, that was her first time being a amateur photographer!i then passed her my camera while i putting my jacket on and taught her how to function and the way to capture a image at the same time.

she seems blur at first but was kinda alright afterwards. i even told her not to capture the bottom part of my body since i only wanted to have a photo similar to the one cousin took which shows only the upper part of my body including the face, duh! like who wants to be shot without the head, haha!

we were already inside the room and so after putting on the jacket, i pushed the bed further up so i would have space to fit the both of my legs into the corner, ahahaha! i stood there while my fingers still fidgeting with the hair. taught mum how to hold the camera. during her first try, i was waiting for the flash to go off but there wasn't! ha, she didn't press and hold the button. seems that she was having a difficult time over at th end of th bed trying to capture.

second try was much better cause eventually there was flash but unfortunately my face was looking elsewhere thinking she will somehow "fail" capturing again. so she was constantly holding the capture button and of course the "photoshoot" went quite well, except that i don't own any Dslr so the pictures quality is not satisfying enough. some of the pictures she took turned out awful and blur but there was few of them which were good enough. good enough for a ancient first timer, ahaha! after the shoot she went straight to bed .__.

even though the pictures turned out not that bad, I'm satisfied with it. and i really appreciate the help from her although she was tired and was actually heading to bed but was persuaded by me! of course if i don't have anyone to help me with my photoshoots at home, my mum would be the one helping me! not reluctantly of course! *Smirks* you guys should try persuade your parents to help you too! it's fun and hilarious watching them trying to accomplish something new that they have never done before, capturing images. for instant, a newbie like my mum. nevertheless, photos taken by my mum™.. how is it?!

Trip to the Central FireStation.

2010-03-01T01:34:00.000-08:00
So i somehow accompanied Joey to the Central Fire Station few days ago.
i thought why not tagging along since i have never experience it before.
but unfortunately i had to dragged myself out early in the morning.
on a brighter note, i had the Kfc's Am porridge which i have been craving for since don't know when. it's like finally! haha.

Majority of you guys thought that being a firefighter is simple and easy.
but it isn't as simple like what you think. in fact it's even challenging!
being in a situation whereby you are suppose to save victims from places that are awfully on fire. going through the fire. the firefighters risk their life just to save those victims, but they place victim's live as their top priorities before themself. obviously this isn't as simple as you think. what do you say?

so we shouldn't take them for granted. majority of them are deprived of sleep.
but have to be awake the moment there's emergency and when the alarm sounds.be it early in the morning or in the middle of the night, they have to reluctantly be up and to be all set to go within a minute! very efficient hur.
whenever you need them, they are there for you. we should seriously respect & salute them for the good deeds that they have done, saving lives!

Pictures in the heritage room!

Being looked down upon.

2010-02-22T00:45:00.001-08:00
So here i am again having difficulties trying to start this very first sentence of the post! never fail to take more than a minute to start an entry!

I'm sure every individual doesn't fancy being criticized and made fun of. but why do people still call other people names and start making a joke out of them, be it victim's a friend of theirs or just typical strangers on a train. do you know that the person that you are making fun of do feel what we are supposed to feel when we are mocked at? yes, being hurt!

the majority of the victim are those people who are bigger in size than us, if I'm not wrong.even if you want to make fun of someone else, please look deep in the mirror. which particular part of you makes you better than them. and even you look gorgeous, so what?! that doesn't gives you the ultimate right to discriminate someone and even worst to call them names.

imagine a random big sized girl sitting on the train and touching up on her make up. then someone tweet it and tells his/her followers that he/she saw a "Pig" touching up on her make up. that's ridiculously biased. just because she's fat, she can't doll herself up?! puerile thinking of yours! grow up for goodness sake. if you have something to comment about someone or something, jolly well keep it to yourself! it would be much appreciated.

try being in their shoes, being overweight and then to be looked down upon.
how would you exactly feel when you're a joke among people?so please think before you talk/make fun of people! some discrimination can lead to a life and death situation, obviously committing suicide just because they feel insecure!

i know i'm behind time!

2010-02-14T05:27:00.000-08:00
Part #1 th'delex's bbq pit.
Woah, time sure flies! its been already a week plus since my birthday! the bbq pit was great, with good companion and of course the foods.
just that i thought i lost my camera and a little present from younger present.i only did realised in the morning when we woke up. started panicking.

we stayed over till the next morning, in fact till afternoon after swimming in the sea. obviously i was reluctant to swim at first, not wanting to swim cause it was mad hot! like who wants to be bbq-ed under the sun. at least not for me! but i eventually did since everyone wanna swim and i thought it would make me a wetblanket not joining them!

after one hour plus staying in the water/sea. i had sun burn, only to realised it after a few days when my nose was reddish in colour and it was peeling at the same time. thanks! that was the consequences of being under the sun for some time.

anyhow the washroom is awfully far from where we were, but thankfully me and bobby did rent a bicycle overnight only for $12. that's obviously a steal! rather than renting it for $7 per hour. the bicycle really made our journey faster and efficient. just walking to the washroom could kill! mad far!

to those who came Thank you super much!
only few photos cause i actually forgotten to snap pictures! ):

Part #2 Escape Theme Park!

I was out since 4am in the morning till the sun rises. supper outing turned out to be a misadventure! a friend made advances to catch a python by the river, bare hands!got home and sleep for two pathetic hours and off we headed to Downtown East!

there was Eight of us, thus we took two cabs to and fro.
it was a last mintue decision outing, so ya.
unfortunately there were few of the machines which was either not working or had been removed for whatever reason. not much to play though!

anyway we went to the haunted house immediatly we got there.
not creepy at all. there wasn't any live monsters in there, ha!
younger cousin cried! guess she was afraid of those fake ghostly looking mannequins! two other cousin pulled my shirt as we enter. everyone was squeezing and screaming!

Just look at bobby's one million dollar retarded smile. ha! anyhow, i only ride the Pirate ship once and that was it. sister and others took this for three time if my memory doesn't fail me.i was screaming my lungs out, like seriously! oh and was on the verge of puking can!

and the hell ride ended! :D

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The most awesome ride is the wet' and wild! i took it twice, i was reluctant the second time but eventually gave it a go. and this is the second time i have been on it my entire ride, i wasn't brave enough to take this on the previous visits. the queuing time for this ride was 45mins!! mad long.

Did i mention that the weather was mad humid too?!yeah i was sweating profusely.so we bought drinks and some snacks.the stuff were expensive too!was exhausted hence resting on a bench.

Unfortunately we didn't have the chance to ride the "Go-kart"! just look at the super long queue which will probably will take an hour just for a ride, ridiculous!so we played the others till 6plus, whereby we head out to have dinner!dinner at the Downtown's foodcourt. bad service and awful food! period.just imagine waiting half and hour just for a awful dish?!

Inconsiderate smokers!

2010-01-31T23:46:00.000-08:00
I wasn't that aware that by inhaling smokes can actually cause us to fall sick.
not until yesterday when i visited my younger cousin who was brought to the hospital immediately when she had difficulty breathing.

it's believed that she was inhaling smokes unknowingly, probably when she was at the back of our house the other day with brother and friends who are known as the "heavy smokers", at least to me. she wasn't aware that by being a passive, or rather a "second-hand" smokers can be very dangerous! shes too young to know, anyway. she's been warded for three days and will eventually be discharge today for some reason. perhaps shes recovering well, hope so!

As a permanent smokers, you have to at least know when and where is the right time to light your cigarette butt. obviously, not somewhere near a minor and those who don't smokes since you already know that they will somehow be a passive smoker and what are the consequences of being one. you wouldn't want your precious one or the innocent ones to end up
being in a hospital just because of your inconsiderate acts, don't you?

cause when one is a passive smoker, the awfully consequences are causing you to have a disease, disability and death. that's the most heartless thing you could do when you're deliberately blowing smokes directly at someone's face. i had been a victim, and yes theres no doubt that i, myself is a passive smokers cause i usually hangs out with friends who smokes not knowing that being a second hand smoker is dangerous. but i do know, now! Omg.

according to the Wikipedia, the effects of being a passive smokers are;

Cancer, lung cancer, breast cancer, brain tumor, ear/nose/throat infection, heart disease, lung problems, asthma and many more! that's absolutely alot just by being a passive smoker, don't you think so! torturing much.

some brainless smokers doesn't takes law seriously, thus you can see almost those places that are prohibited to smoking will have those inconsiderate smokers! they should be punish severely, period. especially to those who doesn't gives a hack to "warning" and thought that they are superior just by breaking the law. please! *roll eyes umpteen times*

some smokers just simply don't understand the word or sign that says;

"No Smoking. Prohibited by law"

I reckon every single one knows what it says, right! we're not that dumb can. even if an individual doesn't knows how to read it, they should get the idea when they see the sign/picture of an cigarette being crossed out. it's common sense people! so get the effed out of the places that are prohibited. be considerate, it doesn't kills to smoke at some other open air places.

sometimes i really feel pissed when some old uncle barge into the lift without even dumping his cigarettes, and the lift is later filled with smokes. and of course, those who are in the lift will then somehow be a second hand smoker! theres a time and place for everything. please think twice before lighting up your cigarette butts. if every single one of us takes this seriously, the world will absolutely be a better place to live in, without any doubt! hah.

Hendersons waves, killer!

2010-01-26T21:51:00.000-08:00
Went out with bobby yesterday to pass his sister something. a last minute
decision to meet so i just tagged along as i was bored at home.
brother initially wanted to follow but back out the last minute.

so we took the bus which was quite long, to Harbourfront.
& from there we took another bus to Pasir panjang where his sister works at.
i seriously am not a fan of long bus rides even though i thought that it's not that bad sometimes, contradicting!

Oh we even got a free regular pizza from his sister probably as a token of
appreciation since we went all the way there just to passed some thing. ha!
the pizza was awesome to the max, it's not those normal pizza, shitty i totally forgotten whats the company of the one we had! short term memory.

Never mind about that, we headed to Hendersons waves after that.
that was Bobby's first time there and he almost died of exhaustion!
only i could see that expression he had as he helplessly climbing the steps
all the way to the top! ha. me too, almost died although it's my second time climbing all the way up to reached the Hendersons waves!
didn't complete the journey till Hortpark cause we were tired!!

i cant describe how fantastic it is up there, it's just beautiful!

The unexpected night story.

2010-01-25T03:39:00.000-08:00
So i went out one night initially to meet up with a friend of mine and
at the same time get something from him. he claimed that he's flying the day after yesterday which is today hence the meeting up at night. as usual, i took bus to Toapayoh train station. took train to Sembawang since my friend told me that he's gonna have coffee with a friend over there.

note that the changed of location was a last minute thing.
so i was in the train standing when my friend called me
and changed the location again, to Angmokio. in the midst of the journey
i dropped at Khatib and took the opposite train.

I went to the Hub's interchange, sat there and fidgeted with my phone.
but of course, get connected to the wireless while waiting for my friend.
i tweet once and browse the web through my mobile. called me friend
and he told me that he's gonna be late to settle some things at home.
and i continued surfing the Internet, minutes passed.

Oh not forgetting i was having a conversation with Joey through texts.
asked her about the MacDonald's whereabout since i wasn't sure.
i walked out of the interchange and asked a security guard for direction.
just to assure that I'm heading to the right MacDonald that my friend
asked me to meet him at. nothing strange so i dragged myself.

Sat on the metal bar outside the mac while waiting for my friends arrival.
was contemplating whether should i get a drink but eventually didn't.
cause i was gonna buy some snacks and drink from Cheers to share
with brother and friends who were at my house playing Bingo.

i received a call from my friend claiming that he had misplaced his keys thus
he can't get out of the house. of course i was rather pissed.
by then i had already waited for almost an hour. then he told me that
his dad and sister were already asleep so getting the keys from them
ain't a good idea. and his mum was playing mahjong which will probably take a few hours to get home. i kept listening...

decided to give up and told him that I'm heading home since it's
already late but he told me to wait for his mum which will probably take
hours to reached home, ridiculous! i gave him another alternative, i will cab down to his condo, take the thing and go home. of course excuses again.
by then i had already gotten the snacks from Cheers while
chatting with him on the phone finding solutions.

For some reason i asked him to send me his address but he denied as he's
lazy to. lazy to send me the adress by text when he actually did send me "Call me, call me" messages few times.th atmosphere was rather noisy thus i can barely hear him clearly. he only gave me his condo name which 3 different cab driver doesn't know where it is. my phone was on the verge of dying, i told him that. but he insist that i shouldn't fucking hang the call.

as i was in the cab, he asked me to call back after we hang up umpteen times.
despite knowing the fact that my battery was low! eventually my phone
went totally dead and we got disconnected from the call. i reach the condo
but the condo seems different cause i have been there before and i know
how it looks like. i had no choice but to cab home since my phone
was dead. and the taxi fare was a bomb! felt disappointed, though.

i wasted my time and money on nothing, seriously! I'm so dumb.
so dumb that i choose to believe people without even thinking twice!
reached home feeling darn moody/pissed. mixed feeling.
i didn't saw it coming and didn't knew what's on his mind.
and unfortunately the money i spend on the taxi fare was for my
birthday celebration which is in two weeks time!

if you guys were in my shoes, what will you guys do and how would
you guys feel. this isn't elaborated enough, fyi. sigh ):
notorious if this post is quite mundane. writing a long story
once in a blue moon won't hurt right? ha!

Photo that proof you wrong.

2010-01-23T23:55:00.000-08:00
So i'm writing on this post after i read a comment on my tagboard by someone who doesn't believe that i'm a freelance model. i'm not gonna sit back and do nothing about it showing them that i'm a defeatist and let them write & spam my tagboard.

seriously i don't think it's worth to come up with a post just for one person that doesn't believe. so i shall just write a little and upload a photo just to proof that i ain't lying. i doubt anyboby will go around telling lies that
they are a model. and i'm absolutely not boasting, modeling is nothing.
it's my dream and i have the right to fulfil it.

so this photo was months back where i first joined Shine agency.
my first photoshoot and first com-card. but i was rather nervous and shy
hence the picture didn't turned out as great. as a newbie, i obviously
didn't knew how to pose and stuff. overall i think it turned out fine
but am not too happy with it. craving for another! haha.

Guess i shall end abruptly here since it's suppose to be a "short post".
picture tells a thousand words and it doesn't lies/veritable get it?
i guess that's it and those people have absolutely no rights to
prevaricate me as and when they like. good day ya'll! :)

Oh, so fickle minded!

2010-01-22T00:56:00.000-08:00
So i was at home yesterday when a person actually asked me out. i was reluctant at first but changed my mind since i thought that it was not a bad idea going out on a utterly boring day. and also i have yearned to be out since dinosaur years!that person was persistently asking me to meet but didn't rang me up when he was supposed to.

so i decided not to expect any call since i saw it coming. i hit the jackpot, the person didn't call or even turn up for whatever reason which i was not informed. i got pissed since i was pathetically waiting like a fool. total fool it is. my eyes was constantly looking at my phone awaiting for the call.

but luckily i was at home. but i guess some things are not worth getting angry over, right? especially when you're not close to that particular person. Seriously what's with people who persistently asking to meet but not turning up later. For goodness sake, please don't be so fickle minded!

and i hate those who are always changing their mind at the very last minute. If you want to meet someone & did persuaded them many times, please bloody hell show up. Guess i ain't gonna meet you. Once bitten, twice shy!

but of course my mood isn't effected by it, though. Some things are just not worth getting angry over! as for me. i don't give a darn to people that doesn't have any priorities in my life. what's the point of persuading someone to meet up but in the end you're the one who didn't turned up. ridiculous!

i guess i know how to reciprocate when you are gonna ask me out because i can presage what's gonna happen again. cause i have learnt something that i
didn't really expected. don't ever expect me to be nice to you from now on.

Wants a new hair colour!

2010-01-17T00:12:00.000-08:00
For the past three months, i have been having the same hair colour.
obviously anyone would tend to get sick of having the same
hair colour for months! especially when the black roots are
rapidly showing as each day passed.

and so, i thought of getting a new colour for my hair.
a colour which is not too Bright. i thought that dark brown
would be a great idea but it's woefully to common in Singapore.
I'm not gonna get anything brighter than my current one!
when I'm standing under the sun with the current one,
my hair is mad bright. which i don't really like.

i guess I'm sticking with my current one for a while until
i have a urge to have my whole hair re-coloured. ha!

Anyway, my idea on how i would be celebrating my birthday
have been finalized. at least on where would i be celebrating it.
haven't decide on the food and stuff yet, will be plan later on.
will be having a bbq pit probably at East Coast park like always!

Fyi, my birthdays have always been celebrated by having a bbq.
at least for me, i think bbq is the best. me love bbq-ing!!
but maybe with more friends who will be invited.
i don't really need a grand birthday celebration. i just need
good companion and music. it's the thoughts the counts anyway!

Wooohoo i'm madly excited even though it's weeks away.
i'm still in the midst of saving up cash *Ka-ching2*
those who wants to be invited, please contact me via phone, facebook,
messenger or even tag me. it's my pleasure having more guest.
the more. the merrier! Muahahaha. see ya around! Muacks.

It's on 7 February 2010 (Sunday) Venue haven't been comfirmed.
follow me on Twitter if you haven't for updates/finalized idea.

What's your dream?

2010-01-12T07:54:00.000-08:00

I'm pretty sure every single one of us have our own perfect dream.
a dream where you yearn to be for the longest time.
Still remember when you a kid in school when your teacher would question
on what do you plan to be when you grow up? what was your answer.

i don't remember having anything on my mind when we were asked back then.
being a blur and innocent boy, i was too shy to speak up.
thus i would just sit while everyone raised their hands up high.
few of them took turns to tell everyone about their dreams.
yesh, the dream of an imaginative young kids in school.

but now as we grow older, we tend to be even more observant.
we're not like the blur kids that we were before.
obviously we're very sure of what we wanna be now.
and i have only one dream in particular for the time being.

majority of you guys would know what's my dream. don't doubt!
when one have a dream, we must fulfil it no matter what!
hence i took one step closer by enrolling into a modeling agency.
and that's none other than Shine agency!

my dream is to become a model, be it on runways or commercial.
despite knowing the fact that my chances are somehow low.
cause i don't have the height and look of a model!
guess i will have to keep dreaming of becoming one.

i have always admired models on runways and on advertisements.
and yearn to be like them in the near future. i hope!
i have to keep working hard. action speaks louder than words.
so that's what i wanna be when i grow up. how about you guys?

The unexpected feeling occurs.

2010-01-12T00:27:00.000-08:00
Since it's pouring outside & i have nothing better to do, i shall blog!
Thought of blogging few days back, but i backspaced everything for
no specific reason. maybe because i was too lazy and there wasn't any
motivation in me at all. theres still some motivation today, th rain!

have you guys ever felt guilty of not fulfilling your promise to
someone. and that the someone is gonna be out of town the day
after tomorrow? yups, i felt seriously guilty the night before.
i shed some tears out of sudden. but strangely for a person whom
i barely knew. a total stranger.

i was pondering hard on why was i even tearing for that someone.
you guys need not bother to interrogate me on who's that person.
maybe because i can't help but to feel upset for not fulfilling my
promise to that someone, and that the person is gonna be out
of town the next day. I'm a emotional guy who can't bear to
see anybody leave. even if it's a perfect stranger. I'm weird!

I should stop talking about this seriously, period!
shall blog about the "Unglam things" that happened to me.
omg i seriously can't think of anything much!
Only #3 Unglam part okay! shall blog more next time.

Takglam1; this happened yesterday when i visited my friends place.
went to the washroom at the thought of washing my feet. i seriously
don't feel at ease without washing my feet after i enter the house.
back to the story, Turn the thingy and the next thing i knew was
that i was drenched by the rainwater above me. So dumb can!
My wallet and mobile phone was not spared.
My stylo hair was down because of the water! I felt embarrassed a bit.

Takglam2; there was once where i chatted with mickey out of
boredom. and i did it along the corridor of my house.
a neighbour walked pass and heard me talking to mickey.
she must have thought that I'm insane! she even smiled to herself!

Takglam3; Was out with bobby and it was pouring heavily.
i wore my shoe on that day. stood outside a shop. my legs was
fidgeting with the metal slope, i missed a step and fell down
on my knees! obviously a few people saw it. i pretended that
i'm okay. but that bobby stood there, laughing at me! tsk..

that's the three of them. i'm pretty sure you guys have had your
unglam moment in your life too, right! maybe it's even worst than
mine. so stop laughing at me can! ha, *Smirk*

Those those who are feeling down because of their results,
don't dwell on it already. life still have to move on.
it's obviously not the end! at least you've tried your best! (:

Mundane Life of mine. boo!

2010-01-08T02:19:00.000-08:00

Believe it or not, i have been staying home for the past few days! seriously.
i barely stepped out of the house to meet someone for an outing/shopping.
excluding me meeting friends near my place and going to provision shops!
yups, i have been living my mundane life at home, pathetic much.

Not that i choose it to be this way. in fact i have always dreaded staying home. i would rather choose to be out with anyone can! major sigh.
because my cousins are schooling, Nata's working and i believe Jolene have left town for Bangkok. the rest I'm not too sure!

and not forgetting, I'm trying to save money for my upcoming birthday!
so I'm scrimping as much as i can. that's possible the reason why I'm seldom out of house these few days.
but i guess staying home isn't a bad idea afterall, right?
especially when you're home alone. the whole house is yours! muahaha.

As a person who ve high expectation of cleanliness. i did some of the work.
i cleaned the house to make it spick and span. but alas the last thing i knew
was that everything have gone back to square one, messy once again!

because when cousins and family are back home, they don't really care
about the mess. but i do! which means all my effort that i put in was somehow wasted. so frustrating. okay I'm actually not a home-ly guy!
I'm just another typical juvenile who likes and expect a clean environment to
live in. who who doesn't! tsk.

instead of staying home and sit infront of the desktop for hours.
i did something that actually put a smile on my face, aftermaths.
yes, a sign of satisfaction! something have been done, clean environment!
not all guys would want to do things like this, cleaning etc. except me.
so chio bu out there, I'm single and available! *While stock last* muahaha.
okay okay enough, i shall go and shower nao! bye Pigs :)

Cruelty to innocent animals.

2010-01-04T00:26:00.000-08:00

I was flipping through pages of the newspaper out of boredom one evening.
felt angry to learnt that cats were deliberately thrown down from above.
the incident was somehow not new to those people living there.

therefore this might be the work of a serial killer.
a person who doesn't like, or perhaps hate cats to the ultimate core to
the extend of dumping innocent cats down from high rise housing block.
what was the person thinking? they are utterly inhuman, i swear!
being violent doesn't solved the soloution, seriously.

don't understand why must they resort to this. i think those cats were
not being a nuisance at all. other than doing their business anywhere
they want. cats obviously doesn't know whats right and whats wrong.
provided only they're well trained, then they should know their
shitting whereabouts.

even a toddler doesn't know how to pee at the right place/time.
they need pampers. cats are free to do their business anywhere
they want, especially on those grass patch. so people shouldn't
be angry just because of that. that's plain ridiculous.

talking about cats making noise. i doubt cats make more noise than dogs.
cats only "meows" when they're hungry and stuff. and they're not even
loud, at all. dogs can actually bark ten time louder than a cat.
so i guess people shouldn't be angry over the amount of noises
those cats make.

Really wonder why for some stupid reasons, people dislike cats.
perhaps some of them are filthy, yes they are. but majority of
them are harmless. wild dogs can be filthy and aggressive at times.
okay just for your information, i love both dogs and cats.
obviously not being biased here. but the fact that cats are the
ones who were thrown down/murdered. not dogs.

i understand not only cats are abused. most animal are abused!
they're either poured with piping hot water, skinned alive,
cane, slaughtered etc. cruelty to animal should be reported so
that the serial animal abuser can be jail or even nicer, CANE!
if i have the chance to help those animal.

i would also dumped the abuser from above! let them feel what it is like to be
thrown down from above. shall be mean! muahaha.
okayokay shall end here! i'm so hungry! :)

Excited like never before!

2010-01-03T01:50:00.000-08:00
Okay i have been waiting for this for quite some time, my 18th birthday!
like who with the right mind would'nt feel excited when their birthday is
drawing nearer as day pass, right? expecially when youre gonna be legal!

maybe weilong is right, so what if i'm 18 and legal. it's nothing.
cause i won't be clubbing anyway. but seriously, who knows! ha.
let's leave that after my birthday. hurhur!

so i have not plan anything and have nothing in mind on how should
i celebrate it, omg i totally need some idea please! much appreciated.
maybe something simple will do. simplicity is the best!

well, i thought of just going out with my cliques on the day itself and
book a bbq pit as a belated celebration! jolene suggest we have picnic
at Marina Barrage on my birthday. major headache can!

nothing special this year as i just want it to be simple.
as long as i'm celebrating it with cliques and we're happy.
mark this on your calendar, 7th february. my birthday! muahaha.
you guys better not let it slip through your mind hor!

shall end abruptly here as i have no ideas already. boo!
anyhow, ideas are welcome too. byebye piggy's.

Arrival of 2010, Happy new year!

2010-01-01T01:42:00.000-08:00

The first day of 2010 and how's everyone feeling? I'm great! i presume all resolution have been made by all individuals. so i was at Esplanade to observe the arrival of 2010 with Bobby & Chanel. Yups, different location and different companion from last year. the place was terribly crowded as expected. actually even more packed! even ants step we took, we got pushed persistently. how pathetic!

there wasn't any fresh air since loads of coconuts are roaming too. let's say they're welcoming the New year with us. honoured right? heh. oh and i totally forgotten to scrub myself with dettol when i reached home. okay la, i was just pulling your legs. not offend eh. anyway we didn't take any photos

yesterday. so no photos for now! but rest assured there will be photos for the next post. cause I'm meeting cliques to celebrate Jolene's birthday tml, wheee! oh, no photos of the fireworks neither. awesome or what!

So, cousin wanted her ezlink card at the very last minute. i insist that Bobby and Chanel to take the bus first,they were tired. went to pass cousin the ezlink card, alone at city hall. Waited for the bus for half hour at two different bus stops can! there were loads of people waiting so i thought theres still buses.

then i realised it's only the night rider!! sadly to say, my place doesn't have any night rider lah. tsk! i was kinda pissed waiting for the taxi aftermaths. took me almost an hour plus just to get a darn cab. people were everywhere! beside the roadside and at the taxi stand.

so i thought of walking down the road might be much efficient. foolish! i actually walked from City hall to somewhere Sim lim square can ): tired and sleepy. i did observe night life at the same time. people heading to clubs and people getting drunk. totally freaked me out when i saw drunk people getting too violent. yay! I'm gonna be 18 in a month plus time! I'm gonna be legal. hurhur!

okay specially thanks to Joey, my brother and Bobby! Joey for texting me while i walked through those empty roads. brother for being so concern about me. and Bobby sacrificing your sleep. Omg really thank you! happy new year Piggy's! hope you guys will enjoy the new year, 2010!

Happy birthday Jolene!

Hat-py party, 24seven.

2009-12-30T21:42:00.000-08:00
Yesterday's party with 24seven and other bloggers was indeed memorable.
even thought we didn't really communicate with the others real much.
but by just observing those smiles really made my day,no doubt!

anyway before i get on, i had to find a partner to replace Jolene's place.
yups at the very last minute, she told me that she couldn't tag along!
so i panic a bit and tried asking friends if they're free in the evening.
the answer was obvious enough, no one was free that evening!
i was on the verge of not attending the party.

so i text Bobby while he was working. persistently asking him to go.
finally he agreed after much persuading from me. ha!
really thanks to him for accompanying me there, though.
i wouldn't be there if he didn't tag along. being alone is boring!

oh and he actually took his own sweet time just to meet me.
The bus came late and there was a heavy traffic hence us being late!
met Joey and her companion there for the very first time,
after three pathetic long years of being cyber friends. ha.
and before i forget, thanks Joey for lending me the straw hat.

The theme was crazy HAT-py party so we're supposed wearing crazy hats.
the place was filled with the most awesome hats, ever!
Bobby had to use those party hats cause he didn't had any. hilarious.
anyhow really thanks 24seven for the invite! much love, heh! :)

Bobby had to use this hat that was provided by them. awesome hor?

My favourite drink, Fruit punch!

Camwhore in the gents! yay or nay?

Nonsense companion for the night, babi! bobby la, heh!

Chio building that changes it's design. beautiful much!

*********************************************************************

Probably meeting Bobby once again, and other friends for countdown later.
since my own cliques are busy with their stuff. i understand, ha!
but i'm not sure where should we head for an awesome view.
last year's was a disaster. the trees were blocking our view when the
fireworks started we were on our way to marina barrage. pathetic much!

foolish idea of walking at the thought that it's more efficient.
so i have really no idea where will we be tonight, major headache.
the crowd areas are so gonna kill me for sure!
i'm gonna make a new years resolution in a whiles time.
everyone does have their own resolution for each year, right?
anyhow Happy new year everyone. lets hope for a better new year (2010)!

Th'delex resolution for 2010!

☺ get a suitable job for myself
☺ Spend my birthday with more people, memorable one.
☺ get everything on my wishlist.
☺ study, study, study! yes don't doubt me.
☺ have a special companion, teehee!
☺ enjoy 2010 to the fullest.
☺ more outing/meetups with cliques.
☺ like always, keep on living my dream.
☺ get a desired body shape/figure.
☺ new hairstyle if possible.
☺ murder those people that i detest! major LOL.

S'pore idol 2009. Who's the one.

2009-12-26T21:45:00.000-08:00
So say who do you think will be crowned the winner of Singapore idol09.
whoever your votes goes to, remember to catch the finale on 5 tonight! 8pm.
okay I'm not a patriotic fan lah! at least not for this year.

I still remember vaguely that i actually went to the roadshow last year.
together with my fella mates. and gotten ourself a ticket to the finale!
with the obvious answer that we were darn excited can!

so we went to the indoor stadium excitedly with our "Hady Mirza" tee!
haha,i just realized that it's silly.
we bought those alphabet stickers and stick it to out plain blue shirt.
if I'm not wrong, we are supposed to be wearing anything blue only
if we are supporting hardy! not so hardcore fans, alright!

settled down and we got ready with our thingy that was given.
i don't know what it's called. those typical things to make noise?!
it's totally fine if you guys don't get it.

anyway,yups everyone was jumping and crying when Hady was crowned!
like who doesn't feel happy for their idol that they are supporting.
Totally missed those days. and I'm watching the finale from home.
how pathetic!i actually wanted to get the tickets, desperately lor.
but i was late in doing so. whatever then.
I'm in love :)

Christmas, much fun.

2009-12-25T22:45:00.000-08:00

Most importantly Merry xmas to all my piggys/readers, Hohoho.
my Christmas was spend was fantabulous cliques of mine!
went to town for some foam spraying that we will definitely will not miss.

but this time, there was only three of us. not pathetic but awesome!
anyhoo after all that continuous walking round and round spraying those bgl,i ended up having blister on my foot just before i reached home.

Coincidentally cliques and i bought chocolates for our gift exchange.
so no matter whom we got from, we're still getting back a chocolate! laughs.
it's the thoughts that counts, had fun with cliques the entire day, though.

took neoprint like always,twice! photos turned out nice but unfortunately
there's no scanner for us to scan the photos. major disappointed!
Oh and we caught Alvin and the chipmunks2 at 03.40am, awesome or not!
done with chatting and we head home aftermaths, reached home at 7am.

this was at a seafood restaurant that we had for dinner last week.
unfortuanately no photos of me, cause my hair was somehow horrible.
thanks to the strong wind as i was siting at the back of the lorry!
sounds pathetic, i know! had no choice either. *pouts*
on a better note, the food was amazingly delicious. obviously bloated!

Our gift that was exchanged, mine's the chio-est! *Flicks hair*

Christmas gift that was mailed to me by Joey. thanks alot! :)

Rdiculous long hair of mine. but it's better now after a haircut!

Mickey spend her christmas in a Starbucks paperbag licking her fur

Me and cousin. candles in the dark! whooo.

my cliques, my christmas!

2009-12-16T09:14:00.000-08:00

things change overnight, like mine.

2009-12-15T02:10:00.000-08:00
I'm at some lan gaming shop with bobby and the loud noises are killing me!have no choice but to head here with him as i wanna be away from home for abit.i was unstably emotional in the afternoon. never expected things to be this way.

i wanna be freed from home to let me mind be at ease, but it's ruined!
cause I'm here at this effed up loud place, and i detest it. major headache.
everythings so loud that i can barely hear myself. everything vibrating. argh.

it's utterly mundane over here surfing the net while Bob's playing life4dead.obviously this is not my cup of tea.i don't play games.especially Lan gaming!really contemplating heading out of this effing loud place which i can't stand.i got over it. so here i am blogging but with a frown on my face! ha.

Don't understand these people who are over here blasting the volume of the desktops .like come on at least give us some peace, basic etiquette please?
or maybe should i say, some people over here doesn't have it,oh well.
and also this type of place belongs to those juvenile gangsters, right?

Okay shall not rant any further as i can't concentrate on blogging myself!
anyhow, i hate my life at this point of time, period! hope everything will be fine.shall Be more optimistic and look on the brighter side. my readers should too!
Nothing is impossible. when there's a will,there's a way :)

let's do it this way. tell me about your problems on my tag board!
haha no worries if you guys think that it's too confidential.
well that's all for now! gonna suffer in the LOUD place for another hour. bye Piggy's!

Hamsters are adorable, much!

2009-12-11T00:06:00.000-08:00
Okay cousins left the house early in the morning for some shopping.
so here i am at home without any entertainment except this desktop!
pathetic me. i deserved it for waking up late in the afternoon. ha.

well, it's not bad either. much peace at home without the little cousin!
gonna randomly post something up now. wahaha.
i actually thought of getting a hamster from the nearby heartland shop.
i walked past the shop the other day and i saw those cute hamsters!

it's effing cute! it's been a while since i last owned/touched one.
so i thought that getting myself one would be a brilliant idea.

but I'm having second thoughts, however though.
my aunt is afraid of rats and hamster and will prolly get freaked out at
the sight of a hamster. that's the only problem lah!
let me ponder on it for a bit, yeah! anyhow photos of cutie hamsters.

unfortunately i picked only ten photos cause theres too much cute ones!
the photos make me have the urge to get one pretty soon.
don't deny the fact that they are adorable, please!!

they're so cute that you might wanna ~~squeeze~~/love them to death! ha.

Taking the public transport.

2009-12-08T02:23:00.000-08:00
Basically this post is all about public transport.
just another random thought of mine being penned down.
they are advantages and disadvantages of taking the public transport.

the advantages;

You get to meet more people and hence make more friends when you take the public transport. This widens your social circles and makes life very much meaningful and enjoyable. you can even observe people by taking the public transport! from the way they dress them self to the way they communicate.

You help to save the environment. With one vehicle less on the road, collectively, there will be a lot less vehicles on the roads. Hence you help to ease congestion on the roads and hence emission of carbon dioxide and other green house effect emissions.

You get to admire the scenery if the bus or the train runs through scenic regions. By driving a vehicle, you would have been too focused on driving safely and keeping your vision straight ahead instead of admiring what is around you. ha!

You get to catch up on some lost sleep on the bus or the train which you would not be able to do if you are driving. like what majority of us do when they we in the train/bus early in the morning.

There is less chance of an accident if you are on the bus or the train since you would be in the safe hands of a professional driver who drives for a living and that's none other than the SBS drivers!

You get to read the book that you have always longed to read but have been putting it off recently because of other commitments. With nothing to do on the bus or the train, it would be time well spent to catch up on some of that reading.

You will be less stressed. If you are taking the public transport, you will be less likely to be stressed out from the anxiety of trying to get a parking lot and trying to beat the traffic or be harassed by other inconsiderate road users.

You get to do some exercising by getting from the bus stop or bus terminal to your destination. just by walking, even if it's a short distance. it's somehow
counted a exercising. so people can put their mind at ease if they haven't been
exercising lately. heh!

You get to listen to your MP3 since you are leaving the driving to the bus driver.

You may get to meet your other half on the bus, coincidentally!
muahaha. just imagine yourself boarding the train one day, early in the morning with your eyes half shut. then you accidentally bumped onto someone gorgeous that somehow catches your attention.

chat a bit and exchange phone numbers.few months later. you are a couple! that would be awesome right?!that's the benefit of taking the public transport!

And the disadvantages;

Public transport is not under your control, the timings are never correct. they will never arrive at the expected timings. they can be very very late while you sit uncomfortably at the bus stop sweating profusely.

Public transport drivers are very rash and sometimes rude to the passengers.
some can be greeting the passengers politely with a smile while they are boarding the bus and some others can be staring at you for no specific reason like you have done something wrong! tsk.

Sometimes they do not stop at the designated stops and one has to keep waiting for the arrival of the next bus which probably takes quite long. really detest driver who don't stop for the people who are running after the bus.
they pretended to know nothing.

Public transport is terribly crowded making it difficult for old people,pregnant
,sick persons to travel. there are some inconsiderate passengers that could just sit there looking at the people who needs the seat more than them instead of giving them their seats.

Not forgetting those brainless juvenile who deliberately blast their awful songs through their phone as if everybody's enjoying the darn music. for some reason, they think that it's super cool having their music on-ed loudly with their both legs leaning against the seat infront. of course, those people who are exhausted from work that's in the bus can have doubt about having a short nap in the bus.

After all this reviews on public transport, what do you guys think?
should you guys continue to take the public transport.
Of course we should!!
there are disadvantages but nevertheless public transport is Awesome okay! :)
Our lives are nothing without them.

The taxi

The train

The buses

Ending this post off with me photo! heh. byebye piggys!

Expect the unexpected.

2009-12-06T01:59:00.000-08:00
Well i have decided to do a proper post hence deleting the previous one.
felt guilty for doing such a mundane post, so here i am.
so you guys must appreciate this cause I'm blogging although
I'm down with a fever. i didn't expect myself to be down with it.

I can remember myself hiding under the blanket for the entire night.
i even wore my thick jacket and cover myself with the blanket.
that was how cold/sick i felt. my body temperature was up and down, too!
first it was 38.3 and then it went up to 38.8. awesome or what?

to be frank, that was the first time since the past years
that i was down with a fever! i can remember vaguely that i was not
the one that was down with any sickness. the ones was either my
cousins or my sister. and i finally did have it yesterday night!

No one knew about this cause i only had the fever around 3am whereby
all my family and cousins are sound asleep. so i cuddled under the
blanket shivering. never thought i could be down with fever lah!

Oh i if you are following me on twitter, you guys should know
that i threw the kfc chicken after a few plucks! and
also the rice cause i had no appetite. even swallowing my own
saliva can be very difficult and painful! sigh.

woke up early this morning for no specific reason, at 5am.
i couldn't get back to sleep then.
was covering myself with the blanket most of the time.
watch mickey slept and i tossed around trying to sleep.but attempt failed.

cousin woke up early and she gave me her medcine.
felt much better after i took medcine that cousin gave me. she had lots of unused medcines. save me the trouble of walking to the clinic! heh.
anyway, thanks to those that were concern about me. love love!

okay gotta drink my ice lemon tea now although i have yet to be
fully recovered! but the fever have subsided, though. major glad!
no appetite for anything. perhaps i should rest abit more.
byebye piggys. do take care of yourself too okay?
i is missing my thick hairstyle!

me wants a new hairstyle, do you?

2009-11-25T01:57:00.000-08:00
Seriously am gonna head to the salon soon for my hair cut!
it's been ages since i last touched my hair.
it's been neglected and now it's think and long(which i like)

but not the others. they kept reminding me to cut my hair without fail.
saying that's it's thick and all. it's my hair after all, right?
but they are getting on my nerve. I'm left with no choice.
I'm tired of hearing the same old thing over and over again.
like which human with the right mind wouldn't feel so eh.

so I'm planning to get my hair either trim or get a new hairstyle!
so excited yet nervous. the outcome is unpredictable, you know!
especially if I'm cutting at the heartland salon.
yes, they are great but not yet a pro! ha.

i have been having my haircut at the same salon every single time.
so i did get both bad and good outcome. as i said,unpredictable.
so this time, I'm thinking hard on whether should i stick to it?
or should i head to some other salons, maybe at town.

heard that the barber over at town are more experienced/better.
i really want to have a nice hairstyle.
and obviously not a ruined hairstyle aftermaths!

Just imagine me coming out of the salon(at Town) with a fugly hairstyle.
i would probably be covering and hiding myself from others!
i presume you guys would do the same lor.

i haven't decided on what hairstyle should i get or suits me.
but i reckon I'm keeping this BOOMZ hairstyle, but shorter for now.
let me ponder on it for a bit. will prolly be cutting next weeek!
yay or nay, hur?

I'm looking at the mirror now, what's with my hair! muahaha.

Ps://this photo was actually for the "colour my diet blogathon".
but decided to give it up halfway since i'm behind time. ha!