Hello people! it seems that i neglected my blog for some time. i even forgotten to reply the comments in the comment box but will do in a whiles time. I'm seriously sorry! this post is kinda similar to the previous birthday celebration i blogged about months back, another typical birthday celebration. i realised that most of my birthday celebrations and the birthdays that i attended are always celebrated in the same way, having a bbq pit at east coast. boo!

kinda sick of it now but nonetheless it's still fun to be by the seaside once in a while. especially when you can ogle at passerby, heh! okay lah that's one of the few interesting things that can be done/seen there. too bad we didn't had volleyball with us else it would be more fun. and if you ever have the intention to sleep over, please do bring yourself a ultra thick jacket, cause it's effing cold at night. i ended up using my bathing towel to cover my legs! ahaha.

and the most unfortunately thing was that we were far from any bike rental store so we didn't rent anything like we always do. we were pretty far from MacDonald too! i initially wanted to rent roller blades can! rawwwrr.

so it started with this beautiful scenery..



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Cousin trying to act modelistic.

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then after, i joined in.

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< another cousin blend in!






I don't think i need to go into details on what we did and stuff cause it's pretty obvious isn't it? what can we do at a bbq pit besides chatting, bbq-ing, taking photos etc. oh and btw the photo below of a box with bottle drinks are sold to us by some china student claiming that they're selling this for their project. and it's very cheap, 20 bottles for only 5 bucks!!! mad cheap.




cousin took this photo of me while i was trying to snap a picture of her with the dslr, those typical face + Dslr photos pretending to be a photographer. I'm using cousin's brother camera btw. i looked stupid with the tripod stand. haha!


the presents! my younger cousin is still in primary school and she got a mp3 from cousin's brother. i don't remember myself getting any electronic stuff when i was her age. and i still remember vaguely that i had my first nokia phone when i was in primary 6. she's so fortunate.



Birthday girl aka th-Glutton. lol!



looking very shagged in the morning. i realised cousin was eating .__.

Sorry for not blogging that often, really had no idea what to blog about.
i had always thought of blogging emo related stuff but i guess that will only bore you guys further. but i kept telling myself that this blog belongs to myself and no one should ever complain about what i type cause basically this is mine and I'm free to write whatever i have in mind. do you think so too?

yeah so probably i might post emo stuff when I'm feeling down. strangely, i feel more motivated to blog when I'm down or pissed. so that makes me have the urge to pen down my thoughts on this only space of mine.

so the other day, i was quite agitated about myself when i looked into mirror. i was practically staring into the mirror while in the midst of showering. i was trying to smile with my teeth "naturally". but at that point of time, i somehow couldn't smile naturally and i thought i looked kinda weird. i felt frustrated. and somehow i remembered quite a few incident whereby bobby claimed that i don't know how to smile with my teeth! that's like giving me a slap on the face.

like who wants to be commented in that way when you thought you looked okay. he said that the way i smile looks very "Pecah" (a Malay word used for the mat reps to describe something/someone as ugly or cannot make it etc). the word is indeed harsh. do you even like to be commented the way he did to me? i presume no right! yes i think the way i smile looks very "pecah", right?

but in my opinion, i think i look better smiling when I'm taking picture myself. but when it comes to someone taking picture of me, i tend to be very shy and nervous so i might looked weird. its like my smile don't wanna appear. sigh.


Example of me smiling, auto timer.


See i don't think i look natural in this pic! you can tell that I'm shy (i think?) just by looking at my face and the way i smile. so depressing not to have the killer smile! i wish i had a killer smile. okay so now i know I'M UGLY :(

Thanks to Omy, i was invited to the movie preview of Despicable me yesterday. it was awesomely hilarious! especially with all those cute yellow thingy called Minions and of course, the three orphan! i specially liked the little girl, definitely the cutest out of the three of them.

With the minion mascot! :)

Sooo..

Despicable Me is about Gru, a super villain, who’s ultimate goal is to steal the moon so he can always remain the greatest super villain of all time. In order to do so, he must steal a shrink ray gun from his top rival, Vector. Vector seems to always be one up on Gru, stealing impressive objects such as the Great Pyramid of Giza. As Gru is trying to hatch a plot to nab the shrink ray from his rival, three adorable orphans showed up selling cookies and that’s when he had an idea. He saw these three little girls as an easy way to get through into Vector’s lair and goes on to adopt them from the orphanage.


but somehow the orphan turned his life upside down, damaging his experimental stuff and also when the kids expected him to read them bed time story followed by a kiss before falling asleep, he declined at first.

one day, a mean lady from the orphanage came knocking on his door wanting to take back the three kids because of some reason, and eventually she took the kids back with the kids on the backseat of her car. Gru then felt upset but overcome it and continued his plan to steal the moon. but before that he had promised the girls to be at their ballet dance performance. right after shrinking the moon with the shrink ray gun, he sped down to the girls performance from the sky but didn't make it on time. there wasn't anyone at the concert hall. but there was a note from his rival, vector stating that the girls is with him, kidnapped. alas, he then saved them.

deep inside he was a kind, a good hearted guy. he eventually read them a good night story and gave kissed them on the forehead. pretty touching though. I'm gonna watch it for the second time soon! muahaha.


Catch Despicable me in theaters 8th of July! Click here!