i just feel like blogging about this and i'm not trying to make this matter worst. instead i'm trying to imply that good friends are always there when one needs help and they are there to be your listening ears, anytime. when you have doubt or feel uncomfortable with something, at least take the initiative to tell your good friends about it and we can do something about it, together. there's no point giving your good friends the unwanted attitude out of sudden. it's not like they deliberately did that to pissed you off in the first time, i mean as friends, or rather good friends we ought to be talking to each other all the time right? and also, taking photos together.

so what's with that attitude? i don't hate you because of this merely because i'm somehow used to it and i thought leaving alone might be the best thing since you decided to ignore us when we initiated a talk with you. i was enduring, though. cause i just don't like the fact that my own good friend is showing attitude to me and my friends for nothing. i mean, we ain't gods, we can't read your mind and learnt about your problems immediatly. so after we tried not bothering you which was the best way not to pissed you off further, instead you gave us the black face. if you have a bad day or whatever, don't vent it on your friends #justsaying.

furthermore we are supposed to be enjoying our day. frankyly, i wasn't 100% happy on that day though, seeing you like that makes me feel like i'm not a good friend, and i'm not fun to be with. i have already tried my very best to please you one way or another but i eventually failed. i then learnt that some people are just hard to be pleased. all i wanted was to hang out with my good friends and enjoy our day to the fullest, can't i?

Going on, when we were on the train and one of the friend wanted to make the hands communication we do everytime we are gonna part but you gave her the black face and turned your back on her without doing it, like what the hell is wrong with you? that's so rude. so i forgave you for that and i went home only to realized you ranted on twitter about us when you were with us, seriously best thing ever!

and i still dont get it why would someone get envious of their own best friend being close to each other? you mean we shouldnt be close as bestfriends? unless .........


so you tweeted this:

Don't know why all the bee keep on going there and not HERE! nvm maybe i should slowly use to it. ~ I'm not dumb i can see myself and your own friends here, indirectly saying that your own good friends as bees that keeps going to me and not you. obviously you can't be reffering to the real bees right? like who the hell wants the real bees to come to you? seriously? unless you love the bees so much you want them to sting you, why not. and for your info, they came to me because you were in a bad mood! they didn't wanna pissed you off.

okay i shall go on no more, and this post is for me to rant my thoughts and not make the matter worst. we still love you as a good friends. hope you're feeling better.


Anyways, some photos from the Zoo's outing! check out my fb for more photos.











If you're alone, i'll be your shadow. if you want to cry, i'll be your shoulder. if you want a hug, i'll be your pillow. if you need to be happy, i'll be your smile. but anytime you need a friend, i'll just be me (;