So here i am at home on a freaking friday with no plans, i feel like a pathetic loser. when people should be out with friends etc, i'm always with zero plans, meh. even if i have plans in mind, my friends are busy so they might not make it. spend my afternoon watching American next top model. okay real loser. anyways, two week of the holidays are gonna be over pretty soon and it's gonna be left with another few days of holidays. time flies when we are having fun and when we're having our holidays. but it's ridiculously slow when we're in class!

so i just had the urge to take photos yesterday and me and mum went outdoors near my place to have a mini photoshoots. i'm always so hyped up for things like this! haha. but i just wish i could learnt how to take more professional photos with the photos turning a tad blurry. maybe i should chaged my dslr lens soon, like after i'm done paying my debt to Singtel. and #2pm's concert in November! yes, i'm most probably heading to the concert with two of my friends. freaking excited. and i'm worried i might be screaming like a fan boy and embarrass myself in public. Rofl.

Altogether i had like three different photoshoots with mum on different days so i'm gonna upload them all in order starting from the first photoshoot i had with her!

Photoshoot #1



2 face shot of myself, i like it. feels so natural.




Okay so i brought my mum to this long pathway which has bushes and leaves all over the floor which gives it a very autumn' feel to it. and it's near to our place, so convenient! (;






A photo of me and my personal photographer! my mum ^^ best mum, best photographer (;



Photoshoot #2







Photoshoot #3



Random photo of a tree that i passed by, love the scenery.





Me and trying to blend with the tree behind, giving the calm feeling. okay fail right?



Imagine wearing something so thick at that time, it was so hot. sweated underneath the pullover but i kept going on, cause nothing is gonna stop me from doing the things i love (;



Random photo of my hair that day.


WHICH ONE OF THE THREE PHOTOSHOOTS IS YOUR FAVOURITE (:

Labels: #Photography #Izwandelex #Mum #photoshoot

i just feel like blogging about this and i'm not trying to make this matter worst. instead i'm trying to imply that good friends are always there when one needs help and they are there to be your listening ears, anytime. when you have doubt or feel uncomfortable with something, at least take the initiative to tell your good friends about it and we can do something about it, together. there's no point giving your good friends the unwanted attitude out of sudden. it's not like they deliberately did that to pissed you off in the first time, i mean as friends, or rather good friends we ought to be talking to each other all the time right? and also, taking photos together.

so what's with that attitude? i don't hate you because of this merely because i'm somehow used to it and i thought leaving alone might be the best thing since you decided to ignore us when we initiated a talk with you. i was enduring, though. cause i just don't like the fact that my own good friend is showing attitude to me and my friends for nothing. i mean, we ain't gods, we can't read your mind and learnt about your problems immediatly. so after we tried not bothering you which was the best way not to pissed you off further, instead you gave us the black face. if you have a bad day or whatever, don't vent it on your friends #justsaying.

furthermore we are supposed to be enjoying our day. frankyly, i wasn't 100% happy on that day though, seeing you like that makes me feel like i'm not a good friend, and i'm not fun to be with. i have already tried my very best to please you one way or another but i eventually failed. i then learnt that some people are just hard to be pleased. all i wanted was to hang out with my good friends and enjoy our day to the fullest, can't i?

Going on, when we were on the train and one of the friend wanted to make the hands communication we do everytime we are gonna part but you gave her the black face and turned your back on her without doing it, like what the hell is wrong with you? that's so rude. so i forgave you for that and i went home only to realized you ranted on twitter about us when you were with us, seriously best thing ever!

and i still dont get it why would someone get envious of their own best friend being close to each other? you mean we shouldnt be close as bestfriends? unless .........


so you tweeted this:

Don't know why all the bee keep on going there and not HERE! nvm maybe i should slowly use to it. ~ I'm not dumb i can see myself and your own friends here, indirectly saying that your own good friends as bees that keeps going to me and not you. obviously you can't be reffering to the real bees right? like who the hell wants the real bees to come to you? seriously? unless you love the bees so much you want them to sting you, why not. and for your info, they came to me because you were in a bad mood! they didn't wanna pissed you off.

okay i shall go on no more, and this post is for me to rant my thoughts and not make the matter worst. we still love you as a good friends. hope you're feeling better.


Anyways, some photos from the Zoo's outing! check out my fb for more photos.











If you're alone, i'll be your shadow. if you want to cry, i'll be your shoulder. if you want a hug, i'll be your pillow. if you need to be happy, i'll be your smile. but anytime you need a friend, i'll just be me (;

Sorry for not updating as frequently as before. just didn't feel like blogging and obviously i was feeling real lazy to even blog, but i did tweet and update status on my facebook okay! so i'm not considered dead yet. and yes, i'm mr procastinate cause i tend to procastinate alot.

so during the past one month, i got myself different types of hair colour. yes, i know the consequences of colouring one's hair that frequently. it might damage your scalp and hair. but who gives a damn to these consequences when the hair colouring was all sponsered! hehe, specially thanks to StyleBylouis & Co (Search them on Facebook & like them).

and for some reason, the photo i wanted to upload can't be seen here after few attempt to upload it, for whatever reason it doesn't appear, urgh annoying! it's a photo of my hair before i dyed it blonde. so yeah just imagine me in my usual brownish hair colour, Lol!


The blonde! a close up of my blondish hair below. i like it, though it's a tad too bright for me as i'm still schooling. furthermore afew of my classmates told me it doesn't really suits me. meh. so i decided to get myself a brown, using the gatby dye hair which i usually use. and it turned out to be a different colour, a unique one i guess.


The aftermaths of colouring my hair with the brown gatsby hair dye. what colour is it? i have no idea too, it's a mixture of colour i guess. unique right! Lolol.


My current display wallpaper for facebook and wallpaper! I love it, self shot ftw (;


I really like the colour after i dyed it with the gatsby brown, but i stupidly went to Stylebylouis and get my hair recoloured when i can still keep since there's two weeks of school holiday for us next week wtff! totally regretted it now, current hair colour is Dark ashbrown plus some strips of purple. love it, nonetheless. just that my recent haircut was a disaster!


Dark ashbrown with alittle bit of purple! thanks StylebyLouis & Co! (: